"OOH! You're making roses!? How did you learn?"

"Yeah, my friend taught me; he wanted to chase a girl mah so he learn lo"


"Is it hard?"

"YES. OMG. If a guy ever made you a paper rose, just fall in love with him already it's so tedious I rather spend money on real ones"



I extracted a tooth yesterday and one side of my mouth was still numb when I got back to studio, so someone called me Stephen Hawking


And then other people started to mock me while speaking, EVEN THE FREAKING QUIET-EST PERSON IN CLASS MOCKED ME I don't know how to feel about this

I swear we only spoke like 3 words in Foundation but he was mocking me yesterday wtf #achievementunlocked

Also started socialising yesterday with half of the class (on the one day I can't speak properly)
I feel lucky that there are sampats in my class, even though I want to vomit blood sometimes so geli ah the things they say

(I'm also one of the youngest in class HAHAHA I FEEL YOUNG AGAIN)

Why are most of my friends older than me

*looks to the left*
design assignments
*looks to the right*
drawing assignments


before I start, I'll like to say that there is a very attractive drink-maker (wtf are they called) working at a pan mee place nearby. I go there because I want to see his face the pan mee is not bad HAHAHAHAHA DON'T JUDGE ME I feel very hormonal today
Like
I want to fuck the world I feel so fertile


I got consumed by my own hormones I forgot what I wanted to say......
I vaguely remember this:

1. Mr Sebastian, my design lecturer scares the shit out of me
2. I'm surprised no one has made any jokes about Ms Quake's name yet (not that I don't like her but..c'mon it's wide open)
3. Mr Ooi and Mr Leong are really nice 
4. Building Materials lecturer needs to speak up cos I can't hear shit 
5. The first two days of class was shit cos I felt so disoriented, but it started getting better after I spent 200 bucks on supplies (technical pens are so expensive ;__;)
6. my 0.1mm technical pen doesn't work well 
7. circle spectacles are the in thing
8. my seniors are really friendly 
9. the studio may not look sophisticated or elegant or high-tech, but I love it cos the draft tables are beautiful OTL but my chair is not adjustable so my spine dies a little everyday when I lean against the table
10. I hope a new chair turns up fast, or I'll just stack plastic chairs together when I can't handle it anymore

It's a bit unsettling to not know who comes by my blog, because I don't want people to get offended without me knowing... most of the time I say things without the intention to hurt- it's just the truth about how I feel, so forgive me if I hurt your feelings


(you know what they say about people with cold hands, they have the warmest hearts)
(aka please don't hate me)

Anyway, got my results!


I'm so happy (´▽`ʃƪ) at least my peaks of high blood pressure weren't for nothing! I truly believe that I put out more effort this semester (I mean, I spent 2 weeks editing a proposal I THINK THAT MEANS SOMETHING) with less tears compared to the previous semesters

I'm also applying for PTPTN! Hopefully it goes through smoothly (my parents still, until this day, do not want to let me know anything about their jobs, taxes and all that jazz so application requires a little...persuasion)

eventhough it would take me 15 years to pay it all back ಥ_ಥ 

(/ ^o^)/ it's the new year! \(^o^ \)

I like to think I've matured a bit in the past year ☀️ヽ(ﾟｰﾟヽ) 
Or at least, I actually see through what I do now in the sense that I reduced my WIPs and actually get my artwork done lol in terms of improvement, I don't think I've improved that much- except my colouring cos I actually try now ~(‾⌣‾~) 
No pictures though, cos...I'm just not that kind of person lol I only took pictures of the things I'm really happy with, which are my covers ≖‿≖  maybe cos my covers actually have a piece of me, and there's no instructions for covers so it's pretty much free for you to do what you want with it. Instructions for covers would be just... >_> 

Made some friends, all equally annoying sometimes in their awesome way. A new experience anyway, from what I was used to for 5 years. I suppose we all were getting used to each other so we all rubbed off each other the wrong way but it's all part of the growth and getting-used-to-you process. 
Sometimes we want to kill each other, but we didn't so that says something


thank you to everyone who patiently listened to me rant even though I probably made you feel uncomfortable (your ha-has are awkward ones I can feel it) hopefully I won't have much to rant about this year ☀️ヽ(ﾟｰﾟヽ)