This song is so beautiful :'( the lyrics are so..meaningful OMFG.
Like imagine if you're her... I would've died a little inside everyday.

"Cause when I'm with him; I'm thinking of you, thinking of you."


"He kissed my lips I taste your mouth. He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself."

Imagine if The One just slipped through your fingers and the worse thing is, you were never there when he died. When he was shot to death and left to die by the paramedics, you weren't there to hold his hand while he died.

THAT IS INSANELY SAD. Especially since he's so God-damn hot HAHA the guy's Matt Dallas if anyone's interested.....I guess it's just me lol

Anyways, back to being extremely melodramatic.



This is a cover of Christina Perri's 'The Lonely' which is one of my favourite songs to listen to when I'm feeling depressed or writing depressing short stories about people dying HAHA that's basically the only kind I write about...

I'm just gonna stop here before I bore you to death with my depressing songs HAHA. K, ciao peeps.

This song, I suka.

Was eating with parents and they were talking about my brother's haircut -_-

How much was ___'s haircut?
....uh..
RM8, I think. I THINK.
How much was yours?
RM16.
WHAT! BAD INFLUENCE!
Huh? What.. cos Auntie May isn't here mah, so go somewhere else lo.
Cheh, if I said I cut my hair for that much I'd be embarrassed!
What???
I mean, RM15 is okay la..
But that's just RM1 more!
WHAT? How much did you say?
RM16
OH, I thought you said RM86!


...... oh, dear my GOODNESS my father. This is Papa Phua at his blur-est. Blue is Papa, Pink is Mama and Green is MoiMoi.

Woke up at freaking 6am on a Saturday to go to school to attend the Majlish Anugerah Cemerlang 2012
I still don't know if it's all that worth it..SMKSM needs to install more fans or something in the dewan, ESPECIALLY at the back. Darn fans don't move.
Wherever I go, the fans don't move -_- at class also like that. Me and Jien Li die in class when a heat wave hits our class. We depend on nature's movement so if there's no wind......

Anyways, reached school at about 7.20 and received a very nice welcome from a certain special ah beng HAHA don't ask.
The majlis started around 8.15.. -_- stupid. We waited in the dewan sweating like shit cos of our ties cos the VIPs weren't there yet..and they were eating pula -_- honestly. People are sweating their butts off and you're..eating. DON'T YOU HAVE A KITCHEN AT HOME??

So it started with the usual complementaries and greetings and songs and shit like that. I swear, I heard the same greeting like four times. "Assalamualaikum dan salam Satu Malaysia saya ucapkan kepada ketua sektor blah blah blah ---" and there's SO many VIPs, the greeting alone takes like two minutes, WHICH if you don't know is a pretty long time for greeting people.

Our current pengetua is..so un-charismatic. It's so obvious he has no experience in speech making..either that or he's REALLY nervous lol. Halimah's like making this kick ass speech and he's all "uh..uh..*pause*........uh.." and I'm like "Oh my GOD get it STARTED already"

I bet all the parents were rolling their eyes at each other and going all "why are we here again?" they were all so..bored HAHA I think form fours were the most bersemangat ones, next to the past form five students who came back to get the SPM award LOL Danial Rasyid was like. So. Cheery. Like a man-cheerleader.

Wong Boon Chun is so.. tight. His facial expression never changed LOL he goes onto stage, pauses, faces us and stares at us awkwardly while we politely clap and En. Saari reads his "short" bio.
Pn Sahila doesn't like him lol she's like all "he's so sombong! Look at teacher never greet! At school ah, still okay. But if you see him outside ah...."
HAHA I think she thinks he's a rapist or something. I heard that he bribed teachers for tips before. I don't know the extent of the actual truth in that statement, but.... you'll never know the smart genius type.

I got RM30 for getting 6A2B lol I think 7A is RM40 ah. Maybe 8A is RM50 lol I dunno. Maybe they keep detucting RM10 for every stage of...A-ness.

I wish my ideas would just write themselves down on paper >_> I want to join the essay competition but..I'm so lazy... I have the overall idea stuck in my head but writing it down in a Word document and making it at least 800 words...
I pemalas :P

successfully cropped a photo yesterday in school HAHA bloody fantastic.
me and Su Jean were in the bilik guru asking her a lot of shit and wasted like 45 minutes of her life. And for the record, Shazreen is a computer genius HAHA I have never seen so much expressions coming from him in a short period of time LOL Shazreen is so cute XDD macam Yogi Bear

anyways, Pn Yus lent us her laptop that takes ages to boot and shut down. Me and Su Jean raced upstairs to Bilik Redaksi thinking Choo was there but it was locked....and then we went to the library instead lol then after we damn shiok wanna start, the battery was dying -____-
then Yong Xin told us that if we wanted to plug it in we would have to sit on the floor, and we were like FUCK IT and I grabbed a chair noisily (I AM SORRY LIBRARIANS AND PEOPLE WHO ARE TRYING TO CONCENTRATE ON THEIR HOMEWORK) and we started cropping a photo.

SUCCESSSSSS. Fucking syok. Then after that we had to leave cos it was 3.30 soon -______-


Would be going to Verinia's after school tomorrow to use her photoshop :P