When parents ask you what you want, and then they order you to go to some place they want to go to anyway lol but whatever at least it didn't suck this time haha

We went to Absolute Thai at Gardens today for my brother's birthday---

Argh Blogger won't let me rotate this -_- but whatever you get the gist

excuse the blur photo lol I'm not an aspiring photographer

green curry - the bomb dot com omg

I forgot what this is called but it's hot and deep fried and probably not worth the money considering it is after all, just meat and vegetables encased in deep fried shells of dough lol.

Me trying to be artistic Attempt #1

Me trying to be artistic Attempt #2

"Red Ruby Water chestnuts in Coconut Milk" I like the crunchiness of the suspicious red water chestnuts, quite refreshing after all the spicy food

Mango with Sticky Rice - apparently a must-try dish if you're having Thai food I'm not a huge fan of pulut so lol but it tasted good, I suppose. I was busy thinking of my cholesterol levels LOL

1. sometimes I think that design students live for the moment when our non-design student friends start to appreciate the work we put into our assignments. It's not that we don't enjoy our work, it's just that sometimes you fear that whatever you're doing and investing in is not worth it; and suddenly it's like a domino effect- you slip into an existential crisis that lasts a few days but your rationale is telling you to get your sorry ass up and continue working unless you want to fail the subject.


2. can we talk about how perfect this picture looks:


they all look so perfect here ;___; and they positioned Kai right next to Chanyeol omg my feels. MY FEELS. And look at their smiles its so beautiful omg ovary-crushers, all of them.

1. I didn't study at all yesterday, and I don't plan to study today either. I feel so demotivated. 

I've been quite easily irritated recently. I don't know what's causing it - unbalanced hormone levels? I'm becoming more sensitive? THE UNIVERSE IS JUST GOING AGAINST ME?

I don't care what's directly or indirectly causing it, but I'm finding it harder and harder to be in a good mood recently. Everything and everyone is becoming so unfairly annoying -_-

Especially for people who pick favourites among the crowd like chskvbnskvbwok you're super nice to her but a bitch to me?



Yeah ok.

I tell myself that maybe other people are in bad moods themselves, and that they didn't mean to be so irritatingly irritable. BUT SRSLY. THIS HAS GOT TO STOP.

And then maybe it's my fault, seeing where my mouth has brought me sometimes. But I'm fucking tired of having to control what I say because normally when I'm being "mean", IT'S JUST ME BEING HONEST. If you can't handle the truth, you might as well die in your own corner of self-pity -_-

besides, it's not like the world is holding anything back from me lol as if people hold anything back from me anyway. Like, whatever. You have a problem with how I treat you? TELL ME. For the love of all things holy just tell me and I'll try to stop acting that way around you. But if you don't tell me and proceed to bad-talk me, then fuck you. Fuck you and your stupid ways.


It's the same concept applied on people who don't put their fucking signals when they're driving. If you don't tell people that you want to change lanes, no one will fucking let you change lanes. Unless they're slow/stupid/occupied with something else (in which case makes them quite dumb to be doing so considering the fact that they should focus on the goddamn road)

Also, people who burn their trash in the open? DIE. Or just stop reproducing altogether the world does not need your piece of shit brain. Help restore balance in the world by either a) changing your trash-burning ways or, b) burn in the pits of fiery where-ever you think you're going when you die.

As if the world doesn't smell bad enough as it is. As if the air around us isn't polluted enough. Now you have to make it worse by burning your trash out in the open? It's not even as irritating if it's for religion or something but if it's just because you're lazy to throw your trash in a more civilised manner (i.e., in trash bags. Ever heard of them?) then you should seriously review your position in the universe.


On a more positive note, I've squandered RM180 on a new pair of black Vans.



Shut up I know it seems impulsive. But at least it's my own money and not my mother's. OTL my wallet is so thin right now I want to cry.

I hate it when people ask me who I'm tweeting about, and is it them or not and blablablainsecurities. And then when you say no they're not convinced like OH MY GOD DO YOU WANT IT TO BE YOU?! Cos if you don't stop being such a bitch it will become you -_- 

Went to FRIM for a drawing trip yesterday, was also the first time I've hiked up a hill. It wasn't hard, but while hiking down my shoes got slippery and I was in a bad mood and everything aggravated me and true to nature, I slipped -_- the world conspires against me.

I didn't even use my drawing board! OTL and I brought it with me while hiking.

Picture this: you're hiking down a very narrow, very slippery, very worn down road with a lot of people in front and behind you. You're also carrying a huge-ass black bag that can fit roughly 6 heads. And everything everyone says aggravates you. SO YES. IT WAS FUCKING HORRIBLE.

The funniest part is that we didn't even had to hike up the hill -_- my lecturer wanted to "since we're there already" and to "check if the canopy walk is open or not" when there's a flipping flat road -____- oh well. It was experience, no less.

I am never hiking with sneakers ever again.

I think my lack of blogging stems from the possibility of the people who annoy me reading my blog my decrease in super angry rage moments

I've been so busy lately, but I still choose to go out today instead of working on my final work for assignment 1. But there's still tomorrow! I hope I don't regret this but I don't have the mood and my work depends on my mood and right now the mood isn't there. I just want to go oooooooouuuuttttttt


I really wish I got two pieces of that textured paper right now instead of only one. But it was like, 4 bucks a piece and I didn't feel like spending 10 bucks on two pieces of paper :( but what if I mess it up OTL such beautiful paper too! Uhfjdbvlsbvs urrrrgghhhhh


decisions, decisions.