Acknowledgement..acknowledged Genie 

It irks me whenever someone mentions my cousin's kid
Because he's the firstborn and also my aunt's first grandchild and also the fact that he's a boy he gets showered with love and I guess that's good for a baby's development but don't people think they're letting it get out of hand
The little bugger can't handle the heat and can only be contained in air conditioned environments; IS NO ONE CONCERNED ABOUT THIS!?!?! YOU CAN'T KEEP THIS HABIT UP FOREVER
And you can't say he'll grow out of it BECAUSE IT'S HIS FORMATIVE YEARS HE WILL GET USED TO IT AND IT'LL BE HARD TO GET OUT OF IT.


I also have a niece who's (deceptively) charming so everyone loves her even though according to tradition, she should've been ignored by now because there's actually someone younger than her so according to the whole baby-aunt-cooing hierarchy she should be left in the dust
but because she's so bloody charming and she's all smiles people love her and subsequently let her get her own way all the time
so much so that she stamps her feet and whines whenever she doesn't get her own way
and people think it's cute.


SHE'S NOT EVEN THE PRETTIEST.
Because to be blunt the one who looks the best will be showered with the love probably why I don't get any HAHAH 
OK so I'm not the favourite cos I don't generally smile that much and I criticize everything they do BUT HOW CAN I NOT!?
On my birthday in Taiwan I was already quite aggravated with my aunt's skills of direction and lack of communication AND IT WAS RAINING QUITE HEAVILY.
I was already quite calmed down during dinner until they brought the cake out and it turned out all mushed because
my aunt
was swinging
the box
and thought it will be OK
what
I'm not pissed that my birthday cake was basically ruined
I was pissed at the fact that YOU WOULD THINK SWINGING A BOX AROUND WILL ENSURE THE CAKE WOULDN'T MOVE AS WELL WTF IS THIS LOGIC I'm still fuming over this because it's so stupid
SO STUPID
so yeah needless to say I slid down the popularity poll in her book haha she prefers my cousin over me cos that cousin is more patient and also people seem to only remember her good parts and ignore the fact that her temper is actually somewhat like mine
I guess it's cos I talk more hahahaha


I digress.
I guess I can't speak for the parents and their parenting skills but I sincerely hope that they get a hold on it and either A. instill some discipline, or B. give birth to another one
Nothing toughens up kids like a little sibling rivalry lol

Remember my previous sem break obsession over Jaejoong and #db5k


every day... and night....................(with you)


It all started with Jungkook's cover of Lost Stars which brought my heart to its knees



it's so beautiful ;___; anyway
I've already been introduced to BTS last year but I didn't really obsess over them because I was just getting into EXO (I'm sorry kimkai) and I only recognise Rap Monster cos his face resembles a squashed fish HAHAHAH sorry sorry

I'm not going into detail of my obsession right now except omfg they're so much better at variety than EXO idk maybe cos they get to film their own vlogs so it's much more interactive
Maybe SM doesn't allow their stars to film vlogs but then again didn't SuJu did it before back in the day when they had atrocious hairstyles LOL I had a brief SUJU moment where I watched all #eunhae videos
And their dancing is also *O*


and tbh they're not really all that good looking as compared to the superhuman Adonises that SM produces but they're really charming!

I had a reason to write this blog post.



yesterday I watched the prologue of I NEED U and at first I was blown away by the beautiful cinematography and the colours and their clothes
and then I read the comments and apparently there's a story behind the prologue (which is probably why there is a prologue in the first place...lol) and how its linked to the MV of I NEED U and ;___;
the plotline is beautiful
though now that I think about it it's quite simple but yeah THE CINEMATOGRAPHY PEOPLE

So I've joined this year's PAM students' works exhibition at One Utama cos there's soft skill points the experience is good jkjk it genuinely sounded fun and hey why not right AND I REALLY WANT TO WIN I REALLY WANT TO WIN I REALLY WANT TO WIN

This is for the benefit of Genie, of whom I've wronged and batalkan outing when in the end I went anyway hahahaha I know secretly you also malas nak pergi cos so far away but yeah I still feel bad cos we didn't see each other for one year + dah hahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaa


This year's theme is FAB:nation and initially we thought it meant the creation and rise of a nation cos no definition was given during registration lol wtf right we have to guess on our own. After that we asked for the definition again (after registration.........lol.) and decided to focus on the culture of making and traditional arts

so here comes the summary of the semester that comes...well every end of the semester.