Yesterday, my Mom leaned her head on my shoulder. Immediately, I sensed something was wrong (or maybe I've been watching so much Samurai X, I've become delirious LOL. My internal monologues all sound like an epic battle now.) 

I swear my dog knows of the power she holds inside those two soul suckers of hers. Just one whine from her and we all go jelly =_= she knows, I tell you. 

I've been watching Samurai X again. I am aware it's flipping old BUT IT'S SO GOOD. It's my Avatar substitute for the moment being. Still waiting for Korra Book 3 to come out. BACK TO THE TOPIC. Kaoru should seriously open her eyes and see how freaking cool Kenshin is in his Battousai mode. I get the whole "oh, Kenshin, you musn't lose yourself like this" thing but seriously. Dude. He's so cool in his killer mode I can't handle it.
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Sigh.

1. Why is it so hard to find a decent pair of combat boots in a decent height that doesn't cost an arm and a leg. I hope Steve Madden suddenly has a 90% sale 
2. Why is it so hard to find a pair of ballet flats THAT ISN'T A SLIP ON.
3. Why does Forever 21 charge those fantastic sweaters RM95? Aren't their sales target ages 16-21?! WHAT TEEN CAN AFFORD A RM95 SWEATER?! Ridiculous.
   
4. Whenever I go to the fitting rooms of stores, I feel a little suspicious. They probably use flattering lighting and hang their mirrors at an angle so the customers will be tricked into thinking they look amazing but when they go out to natural light they "suddenly" look fat -.-
5. Why is it that the only place to find cheap clothes is at places like Times Square or Sungai Wang? I hate going there. It's over-populated with rapists and la-la mui/zais. The traffic is horrendous. The shopkeepers are bitchy. 
   
6. Why is it that places like Gap and H&M are considered "budget outlets" at US but they're like freaking high fashion in Malaysia? CLEARLY THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG HERE. Malaysian designers are either too kampung or too expensive. 

In case you haven't heard cos you're lame, I WENT SHOPPING TODAY! Like, finally. I haven't gone shopping in a little more than a month!

1. H&M has a sale now. It's either a Christmas sale or a Year End sale. I got a back v-neck sweater and a pair of olive skinny pants (nope, not denim) for RM39 each!  The pants retail at RM80! STEAL. 
   
2. After the fantastic buy, my Mom decided to have lunch (or rather, tea?) at The Loaf. I had a raisin cinnamon bun and iced latte. Then I gave in and ate a gingerbread man cos it's the Christmas season gingerbread men are like, compulsory. 
3. As if my day wasn't fantastic already, guess what I found at KLCC.
   
   TYPO. THE LAND OF MY DREAMS. OPENED A BRANCH AT KLCC. SOMEONE. HOLD ME. I couldn't even digest the rush of excitement and giddiness through my body at that moment like omfg typo. So I got myself a 2014 spinout planner :) 
   
   it was RM30 but whatever. I need to treat myself man!

1. Whenever the answers of multiple choice questions are in a D-C-D sequence, my mind sings "doe-see-doe" please tell me this happens to you too.
2. Whenever I assign people with jobs and they tell me some lameass excuse because they're lazy to do it. 
   
   I do not tolerate laziness. Especially not in a group assignment cos bitch you are doing your part for the motherfucking assignment.
3. I need to work out like Terengganu is not for people with slow metabolic rates. 
4. My brother uses his iPod to listen (not watch!) Family Guy while playing PSP before he sleeps. He falls asleep all the time with his iPod still playing. He also always falls asleep on the couch while watching TV.
   He turns off the lights when I'm doing my fucking work and tells me its to "save electricity". 

   
5. I don't hate my brother if that's what you think. It's just that I can't believe someone so dumb exists in my house, considering my Dad's low tolerance rate for stupidity. 
6. My not-so-newly-found-love for brown skin tanned guys resurfaced itself and now the only thing I can think of are tanned guys. None of the pasty Korean guys (Kang Ha Neul, though) but then some people don't look so good tanned. WHATEVER. ITS JUST EYE CANDY. 
   

My mother has reached that age where she becomes completely deaf to what she actually says compared to what she thinks she's saying -.- and she's becoming really unreasonable and her mood swings. Gah.

So my grandmother passed away on 11.12.13

Before you judge me for not being depressed (like some people. When you're depressed they complain you're a wet blanket. When you're happy they complain you're a happy-go-lucky-person-with-no-stress-at-all.) my grandmother was 86 years old. And she was already waiting for it.



Go on, burn me on a stake for saying that. IT'S FLIPPING TRUE WHETHER IT SOUNDS HEARTLESS OR NOT. According to my aunt, she was pondering about it one day lol and she started telling her about the specifications of the funeral.

Apparently she was sick of staying in the hospital that she pulled out her IV. But she died peacefully, in her sleep. So that's good.

My grandmother for her age has the best skin I've ever seen on an 86 year old. There's barely any spots on her face! And the makeup auntie person made her look really nice :)

Feeling very conflicted with the undertaker lol like why is there a cameraman during the funeral and why is it uploaded on Facebook like ._. I don't really mind that much but isn't it kinda disrespectful or something to market a funeral service...



When we were chanting the Buddhism thing or whatever you call it, my cousin did it so loud in the most chickenish voice a human can manage CAN YOU IMAGINE THE AMOUNT OF WILL POWER IT TOOK ME NOT TO LAUGH OUT LOUD. And then halfway through I suddenly had to sneeze, and I knew it wasn't the feminine sniffle (like that ever happened to me. I'm starting to think I have an unhealthy amount of testosterone in me) so I was like dontsneezedontsneezedontsneezedontsneeze and I didn't. But I missed a few lines of the chant, so whoops hehe.