I hate it when people ask me who I'm tweeting about, and is it them or not and blablablainsecurities. And then when you say no they're not convinced like OH MY GOD DO YOU WANT IT TO BE YOU?! Cos if you don't stop being such a bitch it will become you -_- 

Went to FRIM for a drawing trip yesterday, was also the first time I've hiked up a hill. It wasn't hard, but while hiking down my shoes got slippery and I was in a bad mood and everything aggravated me and true to nature, I slipped -_- the world conspires against me.

I didn't even use my drawing board! OTL and I brought it with me while hiking.

Picture this: you're hiking down a very narrow, very slippery, very worn down road with a lot of people in front and behind you. You're also carrying a huge-ass black bag that can fit roughly 6 heads. And everything everyone says aggravates you. SO YES. IT WAS FUCKING HORRIBLE.

The funniest part is that we didn't even had to hike up the hill -_- my lecturer wanted to "since we're there already" and to "check if the canopy walk is open or not" when there's a flipping flat road -____- oh well. It was experience, no less.

I am never hiking with sneakers ever again.

I think my lack of blogging stems from the possibility of the people who annoy me reading my blog my decrease in super angry rage moments

I've been so busy lately, but I still choose to go out today instead of working on my final work for assignment 1. But there's still tomorrow! I hope I don't regret this but I don't have the mood and my work depends on my mood and right now the mood isn't there. I just want to go oooooooouuuuttttttt


I really wish I got two pieces of that textured paper right now instead of only one. But it was like, 4 bucks a piece and I didn't feel like spending 10 bucks on two pieces of paper :( but what if I mess it up OTL such beautiful paper too! Uhfjdbvlsbvs urrrrgghhhhh


decisions, decisions.

Procrastinating from finishing up my Analytical Drawing Practical (due week after raya) and assignment (due ALSOOOO week after raya)

Stippling is so tedious omg I cannot with this. Thank God architects use markers to colour and not bloody paints vbeibvkasbow given the chance AND THE TIME I would try to hone my colouring skills. However, time is not what college students possess in abundance (no thanks to procrastination)

to be honest, I'm not really tired. I'm just really lazy HAHAHAHA my classmates sleep in class cos they do all-nighters and then there's me complaining about being tired. I'm not tired because I was up all night, but because I'm just generally lazy.


part of it is pure laziness, part of it is not wanting to start anything cos once I do I can't stop and vbheivbakcbqojo I don't know.

Just not blogging much, cos I have a life I'm so busy socialising I'm lazy.

I'M SO SWAMPED WITH WORK.

I got 12.5/15 for my Social Psychology midterms ohohohoho

I haven't finished my Social Psychology essay yet.
There are 3 midterms to face next week - which I haven't studied for yet.
I also haven't finished my Analytical Drawing practicals, and she's already showering assignment 1 on us.
I haven't even finished that one paragraph I have to write for English.
I am now also unable to write proper English while listening to music. MY ENGLISH SKILL IS DETERIORATING.


Finals is the first week of September aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh I feel like my brain has only accepted 5% of the information I have been force-feeding it so far. I'm so dead.


and it doesn't help that I'm becoming more and more sensitive to bullshit and stupid questions.


trust me, I want to change as much as you want me to too. BUT I CANNOT HELP IT. Must be the period. Or MAYBE MY SURROUNDINGS HAVE CHANGED. I don't know, I just want to hibernate until all the shit has evaporated.

I am swamped with work omg why why why almost all my assignments are due on the same week wtf do they enjoy watching us crumble and die


Dear So-and-so,

WHY DO YOU FEEL THE NEED TO EXPRESS WHAT YOU THINK MY EMOTIONS ARE TO EVERYONE? You don't freaking know what I really think, DO YOU SEE MY BRAIN? IS IT SPEAKING TO YOU. I DON'T FUCKING THINK SO.
Now everyone thinks I'm angry, or if I hate particular people like OH MY GOD. I DON'T HATE PEOPLE EASILY OK. I DON'T EVEN THINK I REALLY HATE ANYONE. Hate is a strong word. If I get annoyed, I just get annoyed. ANNOYED IS WHERE IT FUCKING STAYS. I don't hate people just because they annoy me -_- I just make effort to avoid them SO I DON'T IMMERSE MYSELF IN FRUSTRATION. SO CAN YOU STOP REMINDING ME EVERY SINGLE WAKING MOMENT OF MY LIFE ABOUT ANNOYANCES. I wasn't even really annoyed, BUT YOU KEEP REMINDING ME UNTIL I REALLY AM ANGRY.

Sincerely,
you very annoyed friend.