WOAH. Shopped with Mom at KLCC again - for 6 hours, I think. My feet are sore...
She was captivated by LALU, this place that I used to think was snobby cos the salesgirls never smile and never look at you and never talk to you lol but I like their clothes :) just not the girls. Though today there was a helpful one :) I like her.
AND BOOM right opposite of us is this other boutique (we were at Isetan..so yeah) and I saw...
A ZAYN MALIK LOOKALIKE! :OOOO fuck me with a saucepan I am not lying. He was sooo hot. While my mom was trying on her clothes, I was on the phone with Verinia and Michelle gushing and trying to take a good pic of him but the stupid auto focus...it focus on the wrong thing -_______- I'm sorry I didn't get a picture :/ I'M SO SORRY FOR MYSELF OH GOD. Just like last time there was another sales guy who was really hot. He was at Padini Authentics but then after that.. WHERE HAVE YOU GONE YOU HOT ASS.
Anyways, we had Japanese for lunch :) it was kinda heavy cos my Mom said we're not having dinner -__-
We went to the shoe department and there was yet another cute one. I swear, all the cute promoters work at the clothing and shoe departments. GO. YOU WILL NOT REGRET THIS. Oh and there was another time at the men's department HAHA these two guys :> tee-hee x)
BACK TO THE TOPIC, we went back to Lalu after walking around LOL my turn to shop.
I got this lacey green-grey dress and THESE ROCKING WEDGES THAT MAKE ME SO TALL HEEHEE OMG I LOVE THAT PAIR OF SHOES.
Then my mom went to look for her clothes.


we look for a lot of dinner clothes ._. why ah.
Anyways, the highlight of the day is:
I SAW A ZAYN MALIK LOOKALIKE. WHO IS HOT. 8.5-9/10
which is hot.

Oh and while we were waiting for the cab, GUESS WHO I SAW!
Daniel, Lum, Justin, Rasyid, Guo Sheng, etc. LOL I didn't get a proper look.
I knew those voices were familiar.

I am so bored at home. I'm literally rotting at home.

Sejarah class on Monday was so tiring. Everyone was like part zombie or something lol Chapter 5 is so..boring. Chapter 4 so much more interesting ----
Then on Tuesday it got a bit better, I think cos I ate chocolate HAHA that's what chocolate does, it makes things interesting.

There was this black and white kitten at school :) I was like CAT! CAT! CAT! and people were like .___. okay who is that... cos the Form 5s were there too lol omg thinking back, I'm so embarrassed >_> why la.
I have a weakness for fur, 'nuff said.
Anyways, it went into Bilik Geo halfway through the class and the girls were like OOO: AWW and I was like CAT! CAT! CAT! and Pn. Guna was all, -_- darn cat. She made me carry it out of the class HAHA I was half excited and half scared that it'll claw me. The first time I carried it out, it came it again and mewed :333 AWWWHHHHH TO THE FUCKING MAX.
Then Pn. Guna told me to close the door and I was like NOOOOOOOOO...cat!

Yeah, not such a cat person though LOL just kittens, then..meh. Cos cats are so independent, and they don't love you! THEY DEPEND ON YOU FOR FOOD, THEN WHEN YOU STOP, THERE GOES THE LOVE. LIKE YESTERDAY'S CHOPPED LIVER.

OH MY GOD. I DO NOT REGRET THIS. YOU WON'T TOO.

GO TO YOUR DESKTOP. AND CLICK ON MY COMPUTER.
THEN GO CLICK ON :C
THEN CLICK ON MEDIA.
THEN CLICK ON ONESTOP.




MIND. FUUUUUUUUUCCKKEEEDDDDD.

I am totally in love with Michael Buble's voice. So deep, so sensual, so.........ALLURING.
I am aware that I'm just sixteen and the word alluring is kinda...weird lol considering the fact that I'm Malaysian just seals the deal.
But his voice is just so darn good. He can sing me to bed any time HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA just kidding, just kidding. I ain't gonna be lured so easily. Siao meh, sex-crazed not so much.

Got to go. Bye.

Went to Midvalley with the Mom today :) was on a massive dress-search for my cousins' weddings on September. Yes, two seperate cousins from both sides of the family; both having a wedding on September.. just on different days.
Anyways, went to Bershka first but everything was so..orange lol I don't really like orange. It's like, my least favourite colour. Only a few shades are okay with me. Then we went to Jaspal, the dresses are so niceeeeee.
I was tied between this orange-ish polyester dress and this light pink lace-tulle dress. My mom loooooved the pink one lol no surprise there.
We gave it to the shop assistant in the end cos my Mom was like, "we go other places first, if can't find we come back later" and I was like, my dresses..........

Let me tell you this: dress-hunting is a HUGE pain in the ass. It's so time-costing and I'm extremely picky LOL strappy dresses makes my already wide shoulders look wider, tubes are..tubes..and I SAW THIS FUCKING NICE LACE DRESS but it's like RM600+ which I responded to a whole shell-shocked expression LOLOL what la. If I were rich leh, that dress will be mine. But since my Mom's paying, HAHA put it back, put it back.

So we travelled the entire Midvalley AND The Gardens to find a nice dress but y'know. I think I liked Jaspal too much cos everything was like mehhh to me HAHA

Kesimpulannya, we ended up back at Jaspal again where my Mom made me try on the dresses again. I thought we decided on the orange one already cos my Mom was all "it's more practical" and I was like yeah yeah yeah nod nod nod.

When I tried on the orange one, she was like "yeah! Nice! We just need a belt."
Then I tried on the pink one, she was like "but I like this one sooooooooo much. WHY IS IT SO IMPRESSIONABLE?!" and I was like uhhhh..

Yeah, needless to say. I ended up with the pink one cos the shop assistant liked it too lol she says it suits my age and I was like, YOU KNOW MY AGE!??!?! Maybe she thought I was 13!??!!??!

But whatever la, I like both dresses anyways :P I don't like Voir. First of all, the clothes are .... and the shop assistants are all Chinese bitches who don't smile -_- my Mom pun tak suka that place XD we went in and came out in five minutes lol tersangat sangat tak puas with Voir service. Go dieee! No money from us :P

The pink dress has sleeves! Which scores a high score on my board.
The top part is this loose table-cloth-ish (according to Su-Jean-Philosophy) lace that ends on my boobs and the skirt part of the dress is pink tulle on top of pink satin :DD It's kinda shapeless and granny but I like it :D

Don't judge me.

I FEEL SO PISSED RIGHT NOW. SO PISSED THAT EVEN IF AN ANIMAL IS DYING BEFORE ME I WILL STAB IT WITH A FUCKING PENCIL.

Honestly. Some people just don't know what they've got. Like, FUCK YOU.

I just found out that there was an ant nest in my crayons box and I told everyone and they're all "yeah la! See, because of you we have so many ants in the house!". Then they proceed to fuss over my brother cos he's leaving today -_- YEAH THANKS AH, AS IF I LOOVE HAVING FUCKING ANTS AROUND.

Then I proceeded to remove the fucking insects from my fucking crayon box WHICH, I WOULD LIKE TO ADD, WAS A "GIFT" FROM SCHOOL FOR WINNING THAT DRAWING COMPETITION. Yes, thank you very much. I'm starting to doubt that the Buncho is genuine -_- cos my other crayons IN THE SAME CUPBOARD don't have any ants in them. I think the school planted some sugar in the crayons or something, NOT THAT I'M ACCUSING ANYONE OF ANYTHING.

Then, they started ranting about how many fucking books I have.
EXCUSE ME, HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I REORGANISED THE FUCKING FUCKWIT OF A SHELF? HUH? IT'S NOT MY FAULT PEOPLE LIKE TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY SHELF SPACE. MY FUCKING SHELF SPACE IS MY FUCKING SHELF SPACE. DON'T YOU FUCKING PUT YOUR STUFF IN IT COS IT'S M-I-N-E. YEAH, GO FIND YOUR OWN FUCKING SHELF SPACE.

And I already requested for my other cupboard to be relocated, it's still pending. Guess when I started complaining about it? TWO FUCKING YEARS AGO.
Let me explain.
I have this "study table" that is situated in side of the room. My shelf is wedged in the corner beside that "study table", therefore preventing me from touching anything there.
It's fucking complicated.
The reason why I don't use my "study table" is because it's FUCKING HOT in that corner and cos THERE ARE A LOT OF BUGS there. And if you know me, I am fucking easily irritated. AND I HATE INSECTS OF ALL KIND.

Someone should invent an insect vaporiser.

Bloody juniors -_-
Seriously, those chinese bimbos are getting on my nerves -_-
excuse me, people having exam, CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP?!
I swear, they scream at everything. They laugh like buffaloes. They stomp up the stairs like bloody elephants on rampage.
That time when Pn Sahila scolded them was SO bloody refreshing lol otherwise I'll do it.
Then the form one students all need to grow up a little, like seriously.
THEY PLAY TAG. TAG!!!!!!!
I KNOW YOU'RE JUST FORM ONE BUT YOU'RE FREAKING THIRTEEN!
Oh my God, the form ones of year 2012 are all wussies. -____- people having exam they noisy like shit. SHUT THE FUCK UP LA!

I found out I failed my Biology.
I don't fail.


How to tell my parents now?

Pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease.

Pray.

[WARNING: INCREDIBLY LONG POST. So please skip if you're not interested in my life ramblings. HOWEVER, if you are one of those curious ones ( :D !) who want to read it, I have seperated the paragraphs with a line........for your viewing pleasure lol thank you :D]



Went to Victoria's Station today for an early birthday-Mother's Day tie in :)

I'm like Onew. CHICKEN CHICKEN CHICKEN :P yeah, I know. That's a pretty stupid thing to order at a steak house but y'know. I like my chicken. Mutton is hard to chew and steak is just..mehhh. My brother gave me a weird look when I explained why I ordered chicken and he called me another industrial who's too adapt with fast food to appreciate fine steak.

It's not that. I appreciate fine food, thank you very much. Just maybe not Western. Italian, maybe? If the portions weren't so gastronomically big. I like DOME, for instance. I like their salad. I like their appetizers. I just don't necessarily like their main courses. Maybe I'm one of those people who like nice food in small portions. Not to fill my tummy, but to enjoy it all. Yeah. That's me - indulgent as always.

Ice cream for dessert :) I feel so bloated now...like the I-want-to-puke kind, not the I-feel-so-satisfied kind. I want to run a hundred miles right now..I feel so guilty for eating such a large amount of comfort food.
Though, in my defence, I didn't have lunch, and survived seven hours on an egg tart, which is a big thing for a person like me. I can't survive without food. Seafood, I can live without though. Why people love them so much I don't know. I hate the flavour--bleargh.

Like, if someone serves me salmon and I'm all ewww, they look at me like I'm a lunatic. A nincompoop (always wanted to use that!). I just realised that "nincompoop" is an actual word. }mind-fucked.
Then they tell me I don't appreciate good things and that salmon is really expensive and people would pay good money for a nice salmon.

I say that I'd save a whole lot of money by not buying salmon and get a nice piece of chicken instead. But then it'll just be hypocritical of me. Cos the notebooks I get aren't cheap and I hardly finish them any time soon, but I just keep buying them. So, someone could've said that I'd save a whole lot of money if I just wrote on scrap pieces of paper, which just won't be the same. So if you adore salmon, go ahead and get that fat piece of orange meat. I'll get my roasted chicken :)


So the big sixteen is coming in three days! And exams start tomorrow..
It sucks being born now sometimes. But I like being a Taurus lol so yeah. I like being in the same zodiac group with big names like George Clooney or David Beckham or Megan Fox or Audrey Hepburn. I like knowing that I have both feet planted on the ground. I like knowing that my birthday will fall on Mother's Day, an internationally celebrated day.

I just don't understand why I have to have exams every year on my birthday. If not near exams, during exam week or on the exam day itself. It sucks the joy from it all.

But then it is just my birthday. I mean, there's like, what, 7 billion people in the world, so what are the chances of even a quarter of it knowing me? Not even my entire school knows me, apa lagi the whole world.

Sometimes I want to change that.

Yeah, sure you can say that it's near impossibility that I'm gonna grow up to be some hot-shot whatever that's known internationally.

But who knows right? I might be a household name in the future. Or, I might fail and be some waitress for 5 years and then living off my parents for another 5. And then end up marrying when I'm 35, nearing the big 4-0. And then die in a freak car accident, much to the chagrin of my husband, who will go back to his alcoholic ways because he's oh-so-pathetic without me.

Psh. That was totally ripped off "One Day" which is A TOTALLY AWESOME BOOK. Highly recommendable.

Okay, my shoulders hurt.
ex-oh-ex-oh,
Gossip Girl


HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Went to Pavillion today with Verinia and Haikal and her family :)
We were supposed to catch a movie but all the tickets were booked until 6pm+ -_- and the only seats available were the front ones..the seats that will burn your eyeballs and get your neck a cramp..so we didn't lol
We went to this Japanese shop of which name I have forgotten..but it's totally cool! Like Uniqlo and IKEA :D I would live there....
I found this blank page notebook, so I snapped it up :P I have a weakness for notebooks. ESPECIALLY the kind with no lines :))
Then we went to the food court for lunch. I had Subway :) Turkey breast ftw!

Also got another Meg Cabot book! "All American Girl" and it was ONLY RM29! Yeahhh man *air-punch!* !
Then I saw this adorable roll-on tape. It's like correction tape but it's transparent and sticky and it's meant for sticking stuff? LOL the things Japanese people invent. So useful. So I got that too plus some scrapbook paper for the notebook I got :DD

Dinner was awesome. Mr. Khoo (AKA Daddy...not MY Daddy, Verinia's daddy but I call him Daddy..so..yeah lol we're tight.) cooked steak and her mom made macaroni and this awesome sauce and this mixed vegetables WITH NO PEAS. It was corn (I love corn. I will marry corn. Corn. Corn. Corn.) , carrots and broccoli. I loveee broccoli. Steamed broccoli, that is.
When my Dad cooks steak or pasta, it's always under the influence of the East. Like, he puts mixed vegetables into the pasta sauce once and let me tell you this, DO NOT TRY THAT AT HOME UNLESS YOU HAVE AN ODD LIKING FOR MIXED VEGETABLES IN SAUCES. And he doesn't like to waste, so when my maid wasn't around, he mixed the noodles with yesterday's leftovers. Ew. Ew ew ew ew ewwwww.
Daddy cooks his steak the way people will like..LOL my dad's ones are like.........plastic-y. Maybe it's just a term of preference lol I like my well done, they like theirs medium rare and apparently he will only cook medium rare... so yeah.

MY FAMILY IS WEIRD AND NOT LOVEY DOVEY SO SUE ME.

I had always fantasized of a Utopian city where everyone is super nice and won't judge you for what you do...and families actually love each other and everyone's parents would hold hands and go for strolls in the park while their kids play. Where all the food rocks but specially formulated so you won't gain weight...

Yeah I can stop dreaming now.



Sometimes I think I'm too grounded. Maybe that's why I'm so God-damned judgemental.

I'm sorry if I was ever mean to you. Sometimes it may seem like that, but it's not like that lol I have a cold default facial expression that may look like I want to fuck the world, but I just don't feel like making alot of expressions cos I'm lazy.

Whoever said smiling was good? IT HURTS MY CHEEKS!

"Brunch? He's taking you to brunch?"
"Yeah, why what's wrong?"
"Well..brunch is...brunch is kinda.."
"Girly. Brunch is girly."
"What? Breakfast isn't girly, lunch isn't girly, why is brunch girly?"
"Well, a horse isn't girly, a horn isn't girly, but you get a unicorn"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH Oh God.
HIMYM is the awesome-st shit ever.

GO BARNEY !