just ordered this online. I hope I don't get buyer's remorse.


Sigh. I know, I know. But CNY is coming up and my Mom keeps pestering me to get a dress. Sigh. Might as well get something with a cut I like right. Always liked those old fashioned dresses that Audrey Hepburn used to wear *hearts in eyes* they're so classy and timeless.

I HATE IT WHEN I FIND A DRESS I LIKE AND IT TURNS OUT TO BE FUCKING BACKLESS LIKE FUCK YOU GUYS MAKE SOMETHING DECENT CAN AH. Not everyone wants to wear a dress to go to late night parties k. Not everyone is comfortable with walking around in malls with their backs exposed -_-

I swear I never ate dinner so early with my parents before, at 5pm. Everytime I suggest we eat dinner that early they complain it's too early blablabla but this time they complied cos my brother gets off work at 4pm so we ate at Midvalley, again.

This time we went to this place called Delicious, just opposite of Starbucks. CAN I JUST SAY, I LOVE THEIR DECOR. It's nothing spectacular but I like how they use blues and white. It's so pretty. Or it could be the period talking lol.

I had this thing called Napoleon (something that sounds like that I forgot lol cos it wasn't an actual word) Spaghettini. It was okay, not fantastic omgwhatisthispieceofheaven but not omfggetthisfuckingawayfromme disgusting. Personally, I prefer Italiannies' spaghetti heh. Don't be deceived by the plate size btw the portion was so big

My parents shared this chicken chop. Personally, I don't know whether I don't like chicken chops or this one just isn't good lol it was bearable but definitely not worth it's price at RM2x.xx haha like my home-cooked chicken chops taste better. Or maybe my home-cooked ones are really good hehehehehehe chehchehcheh

This weirdass thing is a pavlova. I just googled and apparently it's supposed to be surrounded by meringue lol it's basically strawberries with chocolate flakes sitting on this island of cream surrounded by a fortress of meringue. Bleh, I don't like it. It's not filling, if that's what you're looking for. Definitely not a savoury dessert, more like something you might eat with a cup of sugarless coffee.

Delicious isn't bad. But I think people go there for their high tea or something lol not dinner or lunch cos their cakes look really good. I wanted to try a banoffee pie but no one wanted it cos no one heard of banoffee before -_-

Submitted my application form to UTAR today. I'm feeling so doubtful cos the lecturers there seem so...incapable of starting a conversation. I hope they're good, or at least not like Pn Maznin or something la please I can't handle another language barrier.

And why is it that majority of the applicants are guys?! And why do the girls look so...nerdy. OKAY LA, MAYBE THEY'RE COOL AND ALL but I mean c'mon there's always the blonde of the classroom. Also noticed that architecture course is probably filled with guys and 5% girls.

My Mom said that's good cos that means concentrated male attention HAHAHAHA she said she always liked a majority of guys over girls anyway cos girls are normally dumber. Less sensible than guys anyway. Which is quite true BUT C'MON I NEED MY OWN KIND RIGHT. If I hang out with guys all day I'll turn into a guy myself.......

The English lecturer in the foundations desk is really pretty tho! But I suspect she's the one way and one way only type. Sigh. Can never escape these kind of people..

OH and turns out my Dad's friend is an Engineer lecturer at UTAR wtf (I'm looking at you Siew Gee) thank God I didn't apply for engineering lol it'll be so awkward NOT TO MENTION HE MIGHT RAT ME OUT TO MY DAD not to say that I'm a bad student. *coooooooooooooooooooough*

I hope I make the right kind of friends. I know me. I'M SO EASILY INFLUENCED. I DON'T WANNA BECOME A POT ADDICT CLUBBER. Sigh. Architecture students should be okay right. right. right.

Also, contemplating marketing. If I can get that scholarship to get into MMU I'm gonna study marketing and test the waters there. See if the grass really is greener on the other side.

Some people at school say I'm some spoiled brat who doesn't know how to sweep the floor and wash the dishes just because I have a maid.


EXCUUUUUUUUUUSE ME. Being the only girl (besides my Mom) in the house, that means I'm the only person who does the dishes on my maid's off day. I ALSO KNOW HOW TO SWEEP THE FLOOR LA PLEASE I came from a Chinese school. It's suicide for your fingers if you say you don't know how to sweep the floor.

Then once Fiona said I probably never bought my own stationery before.
with my kind of stationery addiction, I'll obviously have to pay for my own stationery. Been that way since Form 2! MY BROTHERS ALWAYS HAD MY MOM TO BUY FOR THEM OKAYYYY!

Spaghetti noodles, mashed potatoes and the sauce.

 Don't tell me the mashed potatoes look weird I know they do BUT IT TASTES FINE.
Everyone just kept asking me why I didn't put salt lol uh excuse me you high-blood pressure family members of my mine, try eating stuff without too much sodium please. I only used a tablespoon worth of butter, a pinch of salt and some garlic flakes for four potatoes lololol

closeup on my mashed potatoes

IT'S CHRISTMAS. WHICH MEANS YESTERDAY WAS CHRISTMAS EVE!

Mojo Chicken

 This was okay, not spectacularly good but it wasn't horrible. At least it's chicken breast, which I like. You weird chicken foodies can throw tomatoes at me for all I care I like chicken breast even if everyone else in the world doesn't like it cos the meat tastes bad or something about the texture.

If you've been raised on pathetic skinny kampung chickens you will ravish anything that's fat and bone-less.

Beef Ribs

 Normally I wouldn't like ribs cos their so messy but this was okay! Better than the one we had at TGIFriday's. It wasn't tough or anything and the meat slid off the bone! To be honest I had more problems eating the broccoli than the meat lol the broccoli was so soft it kept sliding off my fork so frustrating like LET.ME.EAT.YOU.

New York Strip

It's been so long since I've blogged here or maybe I haven't I dunno I feel like I only blog when I'm pissed or when I'm super excited.

Okay, while I'm in a relatively positive mood.

I'm going to UTAR for Foundation in Arts then moving on to Degree in Architecture (Part 1)

After part 1, will go find job in good company (or any company in that matter lol.)

If I get enough (and the right kind!) experience, I'll go apply for Part 2.

If I get touched by God's finger in the aspects of luck, creativity and inspiration, I will go further and take the Part 3 test!

DON'T TELL ME NEGATIVE COMMENTS OR GIVE ME THAT "oh, really....." LOOK. I'm feeling positive.

Cos apparently in Architecture its all "hands on" and "experience oriented" and stuff. And it's not a lot of rote learning, but a lot of experience and problem solving work. I BELIEVE I CAN. If I don't, there's always drugs HAHA just kidding.

I'm not serious with the drugs, don't worry.