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Went to the edu fair at Midvalley today. There were so many people -.- and those aunties -.- and the people who signed up IN THE MIDDLE OF THE PATHWAY.


Dah tau the place is filled with people and you still register in the middle of the road omg I felt like yelling at them. Partially cos they're so inconsiderate and dumb, partially cos I was in a bad mood. My emotions run wild when there's a crowd. I was not made to handle crowds with a stable state of emotion.

And all those people who obviously never researched about further studies before. Didn't anyone at least went online and searched for info AND THEN PLAN WHAT TO ASK AT THE FAIR TO SAVE TIME!? Malaysians certainly are not planners, that I can say.


Factor out the crowd, I felt that the RENG college woman was the most helpful. But she's a marketer so naturally she's good at talking lol I like her. I remember her too, she came to our school exhibition once and she talked to me about choosing the right path. She looks like she came out of a Pixar movie lol. No, she doesn't look kind, she's more of the Mary Poppins kind of person lol.

The UTAR guy was helpful too, I guess. He impressed my Dad by saying you need the right kind of job experience so it'll be easier to get the Ar. title. But when I spoke about Part 1 and Part 2 everyone went blank. Frustrating, I know. And the fact that most of them have twinning programs with overseas colleges lol.


I went online and people were talking about how hard it is, how a lot of people quit and I'm like gargh.

But then again it depends on interest. BUT DO I HAVE INTEREST IN THIS :< sighsighsigh.
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Was at The Gardens today and my Mom got distracted by the Dr Brandt booth so naturally she stopped. And naturally like all big name cosmetic promoter, that guy named John talked a lot. No, he wasn't gay if you were wondering. Or if he is he's the Blaine kind of gay. The oh, you're gay? kind of gay. OKAY MOVING ON 

So I got some stuff :P my Mom will never buy expensive clothes for me, but she's totally gung ho with cosmetics when she's getting something too. She believes that if your face looks good, who cares what you're wearing lol. Which sounds kinda true if you think about it. But I'm naturally fussy with everything so whatever my skin bugs me.

My skin gets oily one hour after washing. Yes, let that sink in. Geddit? GEDDIT. 

Anyway, moving on. Okay, I actually only really needed a toner cos mine ran out (trust me. When you have oily skin, toner makes you feel so much cleaner.) but obviously girls being girls. I got the blemish no more intensolution and a travel size trial pack of the pore no more line. 



I've read some good reviews online, so fingers crossed these actually work cos they weren't cheap........ heh. Heh heh heh. 
But my Mom won't stop bugging me about my skin so padan muka need to spend so much on skincare products. Everyone in my family keeps making fun of my blemishes LIKE I WANT THEM. 


I broke my old earphones so I'm borrowing my Mom's ear-pods. Oh my God they're soooooooo much better than its younger generation's. I wouldn't say it's the best but it's definitely better than the original Apple earphones. 
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  1. Unlike most course admissions, if you want to get into an accredited architecture school, you'll have to pass a series of interviews and tests. You know what they ask? Your favourite architectural masterpiece, your favourite architect, who designed what, and types of architectural styles.
  2. After you pass that you have to pass the impromptu art test. They give you a theme and you draw it out for them. If they like it, you get into the third round. If they don't, take a hike.
  3. Pass all two rounds? YOU'RE UP FOR THE INTERVIEW. They ask you what they asked in the first test but in detail. Apparently it's a confidence test.
  4. Accredited architecture schools are mostly public universities. Do you know how hard it is to get into public universities if you're not Bumiputera? Sure they say there are non-bumis now BUT HOW MUCH ACTUALLY GET IN? Please, don't make me laugh. I don't see non-bumis in their website. And if there is, that's probably the only non-bumi they have lol. 
  5. Get into the college and battle the courses. Your creativity is tested every week. Lots of people quit. I can't afford to quit.
  6. Private universities only offer Part 1. I want to get Part 2 too dammit. If you want part 2, you'll have to go overseas. 
  7. Whenever people come, I'll have to tame my dog. I feed my dog in the weekdays. I basically monitor the dog during weekdays. And my brother says no one helps when it comes to the dog.
  8. I don't think I'm going to the edu fair.
  9. I'm still not sure about architecture. Whenever I talk about it, my family gives me that "...oh." look. 
  10. Don't talk to me about passion. My passion? To be able to afford the material things I want. Because I am not a tumblr girl, I do not engulf myself in "deep feels", I do not lust after enlightenment every moment of the day, I do not think about how I can change the world for the better. I think about shoes, pens, clothes, food all.day.long. Call my superficial, whatever. I already know I am.
  11. I want to go to edu fair, but at the same time I don't want to. I think a big part of wanting to go is because my parents don't seem to be concerned at all whether or not I go to college. The only thing that interests them right now are their own kidneys and livers. 
  12. I want to go to the Big Bad Wolf Sale. But my gustoness is slowly dying away cos no one is supporting me. 
  13. Happy songs make me cry, sad songs calms me down. Something is clearly wrong here.
  14. Everyone is making everything so simple, and I'm here getting frustrated because IT ISN'T. At the same time I wonder if I'm making everything more complicated than it really is, and maybe I'm turning into my brother. That scares me, it makes me pissed because if there's one thing I don't want to be, it's my brother. I don't care if old people prefer him more and his morals are probably more mature that your average 23 year old. I don't want to have to be friendless everyday. I don't want to sacrifice social life for what he calls What Everyone Should Have which is a very very sad life. My brother isn't any happier but he says what he's living is what everyone should do - isolate themselves from their friends and being whole. He can go fuck himself. He can bring his stupid ideologies and stuff them up his asshole. Because under no circumstances am I becoming my brother. 
  15. I can't talk about these things with people. Cos no one can relate that much. That's okay, I understand. But at the same time I'm sick and tired of people telling me to fucking calm down COS I WILL NOT FUCKING CALM DOWN. I am sick of people giving me unrealistic options. I am sick of people spreading rumours about me. I do not want Form 1 to happen again. 
     
  16. No matter how much people tell me they're "sorry", no I will not forget about Form 1. Don't talk bullshit and tell me you weren't on the "omg why is ezhen so annoying" bandwagon. If you weren't, YOU WOULD'VE FUCKING TALKED TO ME THEN. Jacinta told me to live my life as if tomorrow I'm going to die. I don't do positive things, IF I WERE TO DIE TOMORROW I'LL MAKE SURE I TELL EVERYONE WHAT I REALLY THINK ABOUT THEM. But I still need to live in this world so I'm keeping myself shut lol.
  17. Don't you feel like you've been molding yourself into what your friends want to see that you're slowly losing yourself away and suddenly you don't know who you are and what you want in life anymore? Do you ever have quiet moments to yourself and suddenly realise these moments are just a harsh reminder of how different you are from your friends, and if they find out this darker side of you they won't want to be friends with you ever again? 
  18. Don't you ever feel like how everyone is simply not helping? But at the same time you know they are. You know your friends care. You know your parents care. But you don't feel it. You don't feel the care-ness. 
  19. to my conflicting personality: go fuck yourself. 
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omg ho wen wen has so much photos to choose from. ANYWAY, DO THEY NOT. LOOK ALIKE.
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Watched Top That! again and this week's "episode" (? what do you call it? Segment? idk who cares.) was a bit inspirational

Tyler and Becca talked about Noah who was embarrassed of his glasses. CAN I JUST SAY, how adorable Noah is like asdfghjkl he looks so cute in his glasses and his laugh is the funniest thing ever, next to Verinia's gasping-for-breath laugh


My first pair of specs weren't embarrassing for me. Okay, maybe it was. Funny thing was, I was only self-conscious about it in the van, when I reached school it was like "yeah, I have specs. Problem?" and people kept telling me it was cool and shit cos they thought I was really embarrassed LOL. Even my first boy crush like

GAH okay delete delete delete. I don't want to remember my boy crush days they were horrible gaehnsvcdfghnvhj

Moving on,
Becca also talked about this Bullying Experiment these guys did. One guy in obvious bully clothes started bullying the other guy in obvious nerd clothes around public areas to see if anyone will step out and help.



1. Now that you're aware that yes, THESE EXPERIMENTS WILL HAPPEN EVENTUALLY, just do the right thing and stop them. Okay, so you're a girl. WHO THE FUCK CARES. What are they gonna do? RAPE YOU IN DAYLIGHT? Please.

2. If you don't do it, your face goes on Youtube and let me tell you, Youtube comments hold nothing back. You'll probably instigate a very heated argument of bullying that'll eventually (don't lie, we know this will happen) spiral into a huge racial discussion.

I saw some of the comments, and they said no one helped cos their acting was so fake. Um, I don't know about you but that sounds like your guilt speaking.


And of course, because this week is a Paul Walker week (Nelson Mandela will be this weekend until next week.)

Apparently, this jewelry store talks about how Paul Walker paid for this military couple's engagement ring when he overheard them saying how they weren't able to afford it.


Gah. Them feels.
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  1. Confuzzled sounds waay cooler than confused.
  2. What am I supposed to study in college? This isn't just a meager cross-road okay, this is a freaking 1000 way junction. Possibilities being endless isn't a very good thing sometimes.
  3. Architecture? Interior design? Graphic design? Gah 
  4. College fees are inhumane. How are my parents supposed to afford that? Let's not forget my Mom is obsessed with face creams and won't sacrifice them for nothing. And my Dad is retired. Factor that in and the only education we can afford is like, kindergarten.
  5. I don't think I can really apply for a scholarship and expect a yes cos my grades aren't consistently good, my curriculars are okayish and let's not forget the horrible disciplinary problems regarding the certain school of which I still harbour great dislike for.
  6. I am doing nothing productive in my life, and I fear this unproductivity will continue until I actually get up and muster up enough courage to register for college. Plus, driving test -.- I am not looking forward to 5 hours of crap lectures.
  7. Architecture? I don't want to regret this. I don't want to get myself into something I'll end up hating forever. I don't want to waste my time or money. I don't want to stress myself to sleep over bad choices.

WHY IS DECEMBER SUCH A BUSY MONTH? SOONER OR LATER JANUARY WILL COME AND MY MIND WILL KABOOZLE.


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I am alive. I am alive. I'M BACK IN BUSINESS, BABY. Okay, not quite. SPM is over so I can finally go online guilt free, but couldn't get hold of a laptop lol BUT I'M BACCKKK~~

SPM was shit but its done with now so whatever, who cares. What's done is done and what's done is done.

Went out with the girls after SPM to sing (I know. What haha) and watch Catching Fire which was pretty flipping awesome. Much much much better than the book, I'll say.

Crappy photos courtesy of the bad lighting and my smudgy phone camera :D


Yeah. lol.

ISN'T SHE SO MOTHERLY. I CAN FEEL HER MOTHERLY AURA FROM WHERE I AM NOW.

Genie being such a Genie. 

Yin & Yang

My very blur helpful class assistant <3 a="" anyway="" boss="" demanding="" for.="" haha="" horrible="" i="" it="" know="" m="" okay="" p="" s="" she="" to="" tries.="" work="">

My grandmother and my daughter. So happy.

Everyone's signature photo pose HAHAH

Group-sort-of-cos-not-everyone-is-here photo :D





HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA sorry. I don't see you anymore so you can't kill me. Just close the window and wait until it buries underneath the deepest of blog posts HAHAHAHAH I hope it works tho.

Okay I'm lazy now ttfn
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