TOTALLY STRESSED.

I'm so screwed in Sejarah and KH and maths and Science -.-

The computer crashed.

Yeah, I use the laptop, but my brothers don't. They're married to the computer.

So if my second brother doesn't have the computer to occupy his time, I have this nagging feeling that he's just gonna go inside the room where I'm happily reading to tire out my eyes to tell me these stupid jokes and keeping me from reading because he's a very sensitive and doesn't like to be ignored.

Trust me to be abit Florence Nightingale-ish. People keep telling me to tell him to shut up.

I'll like to see THEM try. He'll just go all emo and complain for the rest of our lives.

I DON'T WANT THAT. One night, compared to probably SEVENTY YEARS. I take one night thanks.

Jeez. I just want to sleep.

He goes on for an hour, if you don't know. Which is why I just ignore him.

BUT HE STILL GOES ON AND ON.

Go find a room, I want to tell him. Go talk to the wall like you're doing right now.

Jeez.

Then he goes on about how ineffective it is to read before you sleep to be able to sleep and goes on and on about meditation.

MEDI FUCKING TATION.

-.-

No matter how many times I watch 30STM's "From Yesterday", I never seem to understand the damn music video.

Why in ancient China? It's like their saying "We're so awesome, people heard of us even before we're born!"

And wtf is it with them walking into these weird scenes?

I mean, a fat man being breast feeded?

Some random guy whipping himself,

Three girls pale as a sheet in those head-lock things,

Some girl eating this black ball..

WTF? Seriously. 30STM, EXPLAIN YOURSELVES! It's driving me crazy.

Verinia said they dumped cake all over the class today and the whole room was in a big mess and Bryan got Tiramisu all over his hair and back XD

Can't really concentrate right now. Stalking hot guy.

Update on Sunday on tomorrow..probably :)

TOODLE-PIP! (hehehehe wanted to use that)

OMG? WTF?

Bryan posted this epic video of Verinia and the air bed in Tan's house and it was only natural for me to laugh along to it.

WAH. OMG. My Dad says I'm too addicted to Facebook and it's getting worse.

WTF LA YOU. You're addicted to work, if I'm addicted to Facebook. What you want me to be? Huh? Your slave? Your secretary? Your accountant to do your fucking accounts?

This is the problem with my parents. I blame my brothers too. Because my first brother blocks himself from us and my second brother is an anti-social, they're not used to this. I'M THE ONLY NORMAL ONE HERE OK?

They expect me to be this boring old snoot (yes, I just used the word snoot.) that sits in a corner and studies until the words on the pages wear off from age. They want this perfect little snob of a child that knows nothing but studying shit that normal people won't bother to apply it in their normal lives because it's practically useless.

You tell me, who the fuck on Earth will measure the fucking diameter of a cookie when they eat it?

Who the fuck will sit in front of the table reciting how it was made, from cutting wood off to how nails were made to nail it to the wood and how much pressure you need to use.

Who the fuck cares about all those electronic shit when there are people called ELECTRICIANS in this world?

NO ONE. That's who. Unless you're this psycho that is ostracized from the world and has nothing better to do.

Those people are the Walking Dead trained by parents of the world.

That's just bull shit.

Honestly. You think I would sit here Facebook-ing and Blogging if I had something else to do? I rather study at school or tuition, thank-you-very-much because the living room is noisy and distracting and the rooms upstairs are either too hot, too uncomfortable or occupied.

Toilets don't count.

They actually want me to read Sejarah in the toilet.

FUCKING SEJARAH IN THE TOILET. NO, THEY WERE NOT BEING SARCASTIC, THEY WERE BEING SERIOUS. I was SO tempted to shoot them the finger.

Hate is a strong word. I don't hate them.

I dislike/detest/abhor/have animosity towards them sometimes..in this kind of situation.

The thing is, Leos and Taureans just can't live in a house without wringing each other's necks.

That's how frustrating it is to live with them. They're so fucking CHINESE and so SENSITIVE.

Hell, they weren't even the people who brought me up most of the time. I spent most of my childhood looking at Verinia's grandma.

They're too busy working their asses off for the "family"

Jeez. Sundays USED to be Family Days but then POOF

My Dad retired from his paying job and started doing these odd jobs for his friends.

Odd jobs meaning jobs that only last for a few months.

Oh and not to mention he's stupid enough to drink when he KNOWS really well (he can't forget, we remind him like, almost every day.) his liver is really weak.

HE'S TOO BUSY CRADLING OVER HIS PRIDE AND EGO TO REFUSE A GLASS OF ALCOHOL.

Yeap. I said it 'cause I can.

Cos it's the darn truth.

STFU, DUDE. Came here to have fun, not listen to you COMPLAIN and COMPLAIN and COMPLAIN.

Sheesh.

Not that I don't like her, it's the whole typical auntie-ness I don't like haha like saying things that people usually are abit more polite to leave out. Typical aunties and their "posse" (I guess it's called that. Groupie? Ok. Groupie)..they just say what they think LOL and then laughing like it's the funniest joke they ever uttered from their lips...which is a lot ._.

OKOK enough with the auntie talk. I generally do not like alot of types of people but just put up with them cos I ain't perfect either so yeah :)

I turned up the music really loud right now and I can feel my ear phones vibrating LOL to drown down their talking and so I can ignore them :)

LOL I just saw this comment:

"it should be illegal for men with bodies like taeyang to wear shirts"

AHAHAHAHAH SO TRUE!

Oh here's another one..

"DOn't u find it strange that Taeyang needs to take his shirt of to get one girl and T.O.P. onlys needs to sit in a chair with all his clothes on to get 20? xD"

LOL that's our one and only x)

I STILL LOVE YOU, TOP! Eventhough you're not in my header...

JONGHYUN AND GIKWANG ARE STILL MY LOVES TOO OKAY! :D

OK ciao.

This might be a long post, it might be a short one :P

ANYWAYS I was supposed to wake up at 4.30 a.m. (yes, 4 in the freaking morning) to help make the waffle batter..but I failed. SORRY LOL my phone died so...yeah. No alarm XD woke up at 5 instead and I was rushing cos Verinia was fetching and she was reaching my house at like, 5.10! OMG RIGHT! I was like, grab my socks! Grab coupon! Grab my bottle! Grab my clothes! Grab the ice cream!!

Reached her house in the next...20 minutes. She and Fanny were like, exhausted. Kesian them la, really. They only had like a few hours of sleep and they baked 500 muffins in two days. By them time we were there, they made two batches of waffle batter..

VERINIA AND I TO THE RESUCE! LOL we sieved the flour and the baking soda and shit and we managed to make about half the huge container of batter.

At about 6.30 (?) Reynu and Azareel and Yuhan (?) and people-I-don't-know came and THANK GOD! They took all the muffins and stuff to school..

after bathing and stuff, me and Verinia walked to school.

YES, WE WALKED TO SCHOOL. Well..halfway at least LOL Siang Er saw us and gave us a lift XD the spaghetti sauce smelt so nice :D

Reached school and BOOM just in the nick of time, the guys came and we were all YESSS!! THANK GOD! THANK GOD!! NAH!

After that, I rushed to find my own class - 3 DINAMIK's stall! We were selling Char Kuey Teow and Steamboat :D I was in the Steamboat crew from 7.30 - 9 a.m. and I was like WHERE THE FUCK IS MICHELLE!??! And POOF there she was. I swear, she is so small, I like, lost her every 5 seconds until she found me HAHAHAH no offence, skinny but you're shrinking away.. sooner or later you're just gonna be this little speck of dust XD

ANYWAYS we were like busying and busying with the fish balls and I kept going for the kettle and stuff. OMG first I was here, then I was there then I was pulled back to here then to there LOL it was this big frenzy for free hands or something. At 9a.m. I sneaked away with Michelle until we were at the toilet and she changed into skinnies..I left when she said she liked board games XD

SO yeah. Went to the cafe and helped out. Took breaks. Came back, and just my luck! Hot guys XD I went to the futsal place like, 8 times? Cos the people there are hot :D but our school somehow had more hotties ;D other schools' guys can just burn their faces cos our guys (well. Form 5 ones at least lol) are Adonises!

Muffins didn't sell so well as the waffles. Waste alot of muffins. Gave them away for free in the end LOL the cleaning ladies attacked me but well. They work hard and they probably have to skip meals once in a while and free food ain't easy to find...so...yeah. Just call me the regular Florence Nightingale XD

Went to the Futsal there and we asked if they wanted muffins and they said no..

until we said "percuma!" they were all OH! PERCUMA! WEI WEI WEI COME TAKE!

wtf -.- this group of small kids (well..small to me. Pretty small compared to all the other guys around them. They're stupid midgets) were like asking for the people in the maid costumes.

WTF!? Perverts -.- they kept hitting on the waitresses and asking for their numbers -.- perverts. ROT IN HELL cos you ain't hot and yeah. No license to ask for girls' numbers.

OH YEAH! Saw Wenwen and Bi Hui! I WENT BEZERK LOL but I had like, half an hour with them then I went back to the cafe cos it was like, really packed :/ ah well. She never changed anyways XD no offence, babe. You're still hot don't worry :)

Well. Yeah. When I went to the futsal place to give away the muffins, Michelle pulled me over and told me that our school team lost and stuff.

Then. I saw their faces.

I was like "o.o"

Then I was like "RRRUUUUUUUUUUUUNNN!!" cos their faces were so damn scary. It was like "fuck off or I'll eat your faces AND your bones."

eeyer.

ANYWAYS. Yeah. LOL.

That's my day, running around making melting ice cream for people LOL and chopping bananas with spoons. Pathetic, but worth it especially since we were the only ones still open. 3D's stall closed ages before the cafe LOL thank God.

Well. Met Zurish and Ghanesh at least XD Ghanesh has alot of hair! Zurish is sweet :)

Yeah. I'm tired now XD this is a long post.

For me, at least XD ta-ta.

Here's the lyrics :

I looked at my older posts.

I was so lame -.-

arghh.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

is all I can say XD

They're faces

So.

EPIC.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA It's like all of them have this war-face expression

everyone was like, flying with their Nike shoes with

"RAAAAAAAWWRR! TRY TO BEAT ME, BITCH!" expressions

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA if not, it's "AAAAARRGHHHH!!!!!RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN" expressions..kinda like Taeyang's running part in "Koe Wo Kikasete"

EPIC-NESS.

Thank you for making me feel so happy now :')

Which isn't so mesra as it seems.

It's parent-teacher day if you don't understand :) which...is really nerve-wrecking cos you don't know what the teacher is going to tell your parents about you.

So, reached school and sat with Verinia, Daniel, Michelle and Pillai.

Well, not so much of Michelle and Pillai lol she had to go jaga the gate and stuffs and she pulled Michelle with her cos she was scared of the dark...alone.

Whatever, so Michelle is Mario and Pillai is Luigi, by the way LOL an inside joke.

BOO to you if you're not in :P

Blah blah blah, we chat we laugh we joke blah blah blah. AND THEN. We saw parents coming and they were all shooting glances over here cos Verinia was sitting with Daniel so I guess they think they're together and the aunties were all Chinese...so you get what I'm trying to say: They don't approve.

Sheesh. Old people. So narrow minded.

NOT that I'm saying they're together! They're just close :)

ANYWAYS. We saw this auntie's butt crack.

Which is really disgusting, y'know.

Ew. Ew. Ew. Erase. Erase. Erase.

My key was with Pn. Lee so I went to find her to ask her if I should go take it.

Well, same old, same old. You go find a teacher, you expect another load of work coming in right at you lol

She gave me the key and told me and Michelle (ahem, Mario) to bring the report cards to class.

The report cards aren't cards. They're stupid navy blue folders that weigh like a million pounds or something. It was SO tiring lol once we were done, we stayed in class for a while cos they were playing Negaraku.

PATRIOTISM, BITCH!

Blah blah blah, we went up to class.

I helped the teachers with taking out the report slips and stuffs.

Then I was free for awhile so I went out to the corridor to see if my parents were coming.

OH MY GOSH. I was freaking out cos I saw them.

My mom saw me.

***

"Ezhen hor..very nice wan :)"

NYEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH. Thank goodness.

All good things until my Dad was being a big jerk.

He was all, "Why the Sejarah so bad wan?"

And she was like, "Ohh, alot of parents also ask about the Sejarah..hehe"

"47...??"

"Well, alot of students didn't get good grades either..see?"

"Lemme count how many people got 70 and above."

Count, count count.

He was like, "The average? Who got the highest average?"

"Um..76"

"SEVENTY SIX ONLY?"

I forgot what he said but the message I believe is,

Oh God.

I'm never letting my Dad going ever again.

Enough babbling. Here's the lyrics:

Have to live with it...until probably next week when I have the time to come online on the laptop again..

so stay tuned! :D I have to update every week, instead of everyday like I used to..

It's PMR year, everyone keeps reminding me but the mosquitoes of the world seems to hate studying...and they're trying to annoy me so much I get frustrated and stop.

Get it? OK.

Ciaooo.

Oh yes. That was the song of the merentas desa XD well, to me anyways. I was practically dying there, with the stitches in my stomach.

Yes, I just found out they're called stitches, so sue me :)

This is kinda random.. I just posted this cos wenwen was all "you updated!"

That made me a happy girl :) So I updated a random thing that I left out in the previous post.

I don't know what I want to say now. I don't plan my posts lol I just go with the flow.

That's basically how I think when I'm bored.

OK, maybe it's called day-dreaming.

So I'm night-dreaming-posting :) Makes sense? Meh.

ANYWAYS. I just realised I keep doing this >> "ANYWAYS" lol

that's the way I am!

BORN THIS WAY POPPED IN MY HEAD

OH OH OH guess what.

My brain is radared to Michelle's HAHAHAH we seem to break into THE. SAME. SONG.

OK it's just one time, but who knows??! IT COULD BE TWO TIMES!

I just remembered.

LOL Cheryl and Pei-Zhi created this stupid dance LOL to the rythym of the Pink Panther song? It's basically moving your feet to the beat LOL

OMG THAT RHYMES.

Moving your FEET to the BEAT.

I think I'm being lame right now. LOL

ciao.

Ran 5 km today.

OMG.

So tiring.

Cut the chit-chat LOL It was an achievement. Sure I didn't win but what the heck. I survived without passing out :D to me, it's an achievement hahahahaha.

Jien Li got second, everyone was flabbergasted.

OMG flabbergasted is a word. There's no red-squiggly-thing underneath it O.O

ANYWAYS. Before that, had breakfast with Verinia and her mom :D had hot-cakes.

So very soft and fluffy <3 I love pancakes LOL after that show I watched yesterday, I kinda craved for it. I finished the entire container of syrup and pretty much got high after that LOL

I reached school, empty drink carton in hand.

LOL Michelle flipped when she saw me. She was like, "THANK GOD" cos she thought I ditched her HAHAH And she was cussing and stuff XD

ANYWAYS. So when we came back, I bought Pop. Wanted Kickapoo but some bitches took them so yeah. Had to settle with it. I drank it under 10 seconds.

Yes I was that thirsty LOL

Got back to class bla bla bla. I was really emo and depressed for no apparent reason and I gave everyone death stares cos I forgot to bring my key so I had to walk to the bilik guru to take the spare keys and didn't bother to rush.

What? I have to wait for them to come out every single bloody day, and they keep forgetting that I have to lock the bloody door. Let them wait :D it's the penolong ketua's revenge on the ungrateful bashterds of 3D.

They were all "LAMBAT-NYA" and shit and I was like, glaring at Aiman and he was all "._. ._. ._." HGAHAHAHAHAHAH

In yer face.

AND THEEN. I was on the way back to the bilik guru with Michelle when Daniel called us.

And then.

The world stopped HAHAHAHAHAHAH

how cheesy.

ANYWAYS. We saw Haikal, this Malay guy in a tight black shirt.

OH, MY GOD. His biceps were like, bulging and this sexy veins were like streaming down his arms

IT WAS BLISS. I was all "O.O" and speechless and my jaw dropped

Okay, maybe my jaw didn't drop, but you get the pic :)

He's haaaaaaawt.

Well, after seeing that, I was the hyper-est little girl ever...next to Wei Xin. OMG that girl. Is. On. Drugs. So hyper ._. so so so happy.

ANYWAYS. I was in class and I forgot what I was doing and Verinia was calling me.

And she was like "YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT JUST HAPPENED."

And I was like, looking at her expression and I was like "HAIKAL RIGHT?!?!?"

And she was like, "YEAH!!! OMG!"

And I was like, "OH MY GOD!!!" I kinda..screamed but what the heck XD

She told me that they like, pinned his arms on the wall or something, teared off his shirt and started whipping him with the shirt

I wish I saw that :(

After mucho screaming, I went back to class and I was hyperventilating HAHAH people were like "wtf?" And Pei-Zhi and Choy Yeng were like "Ezhen...what happened to you?"

HAHAHAHAHAH I buried my face in my hands, shaking from excitement HAHAHAH.

Then Maisarah and Adriana called me over. They asked me if I knew Haikal.

HHEHEHEHE we went on this Haikal frenzy..well, they did HAHAHAH. Turns out his little brother is like, our age and he used to be in our school when he was form one. He's the hottest Malay guy in form one I think.

Yeap. He was.

ANYWAYS maisarah and adriana went all fan girl over him and started screaming and they accused me of only liking his body

Well, I stand guilty LOL I only like his body XD They were all "badan yang mewah dia" HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

true, true :)

I just realised that most of this post is about a hot Malay guy you guys probably don't know.

Ah well, your lost :)

Ciaooo.

Song of the day :

Space Bound - Eminem