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You know that person who goes hot and cold. The person who can be all nice and flowery one second, then suddenly everything he/she says is the most hurtful thing ever.
Guess what.

YOU'RE FUCKING FREE. Cos you don't have to spend time with that person. No one's forcing you to associate yourself with moody people who don't seem to care how you feel. Who cares about these people who, when they were conceived, seem to miss the gene pool of empathy.

But, you say, they're nice when they're in a good mood!

Well are you going to wait around for their moods to change because this isn't really fair. They'll think you're OK with it and then they'll continue to emotionally fuck you up. You want to throw your bottle at them but you know you'll regret it later. So you don't. But hey! Look on the bright side! You can always walk away!

I mean, these people probably don't want a lot of friends. These people probably take pride in what they do. These people are probably happy that they wield the power of emotional fuck ups. These are the people who will manipulate your emotions and your friendship with them to their advantage. These are the people who were probably lying every time they said they love you. Well these people can kiss your ass because they'll probably die lonely in a house full of cats.

But who am I kidding right.

There's a bitch in all of us, and OK so these people choose to show that side most of the time, but it's up to you to stay by their side, because you have to make sure unassuming, innocent passer-bys don't end up throttling them into the ground.

So cheers to you! For sticking by your bitchy friend, because she might get guilty and buy you food.
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I'm so obsessed with this song


I especially like that whole dance number in the chorus. I dunno I feel weird liking that part cos it's not exactly a very impressive dance move but I just find it appealing


I wish I have something exciting to report back here, but so far the only exciting thing that has happened is probably me getting a new backpack (which I can't wait to use)

It's the La Palette Kate backpack and after doing some Googling I found out it was modelled by the Jung sisters lol so.. yay? I dunno. I like it

What else what else

I also found my old English Journal from Form 2 in Ms Nurul's class and I just reread her comments and how obsessed she was over this band called The Rasmus after listening to their song In The Shadows

I was gonna blog about a lot of other stuff...but...I lost the mood so bye


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SO MANY THINGS TO TALK ABOUT!


  1. The word of the year is "established" 
  2. I finally registered for undang (yay) I feel lazy just thinking about it. Freaking 7am lecture makes me feel so depressed.


  3. *prays hard for full As this semester*
  4. Don't you love it when sales promoters are good looking AND charismatic?! Like. You look good and you're not useless! (sorry for stereotyping but lol.)

  5. this song.
  6. Jaejoong is so beautiful ;___; I can't. Junsu is cute and funny, but Jaejoong is a freaking angel. Junsu just acts more like one BUT JAEJOONG.
    Like. JUST LOOK AT HIM!!! HE LOOKS BEAUTIFUL JUST BEING A NORMAL HUMAN BEING. WITH AN ADDED BONUS OF LOOKING HOT AS HELL. 

    HAHAHA WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE.
    I can't even with this one. How can he do something so cute YET LOOK SO SEXY AT THE SAME TIME ?!?!?!!?!
    I mean, sure he's feminine and delicate but cut him some slack! He grew up with 8 sisters! HE'S BOUND TO PICK SOMETHING UP! 


    CATS. LIKE HIM. CATS. CATS!!!!! CATS!!! CATS DON'T LIKE ANYONE. BUT THEY LIKE HIM. I THINK THIS SAYS SOMETHING.

    JYJ moment ;___;


    *falls off chair*
  7. I had the time of my life looking for those gifs 
I'm gonna stop here cos jaejoong just wrecked my whole system.



thank you princejj.com for the effing good gifs 
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Let's reassess my achievements so far in the semester:

  1. My Management assignment parts 
  2. English business proposal + presentation slides (which took me two freaking weeks)

  3. FIGURE DRAWING PRACTICALS HA HA HA HA HA


  4. FIGURE DRAWING ASSIGNMENT ONE

  5. MY SKETCH SCRIPT (which took me 6 fucking hours what even)

which leaves me figure drawing assigment 2, and my sketch 
AND THEN I AM DONE (let's forget about finals cos assignments kills more brain cells than finals)

In the process of majestically finishing my assignments, a lot of brain cells and nerves were killed and tortured. I want to say that I regret nothing that I've said to your face or indirectly because oh my God I still feel edgy 


cos how hard is it to invest a few hours of your life with assignments?! And I know you have free time and you know it too. And yet. 

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Went for a facial today (omg ezhen so much to do and you still have got time for facials?! Yes, yes I do. I know I won't be productive anyway lol bloody portraits) cos my Mom wanted to

One reason why I don't like to go for facials is because you have to take off your shirt and wear this weird elastic-y tube robe thing.

When you're waiting for the aesthatetician aesthetician (I had to Google that) and you're just lying there with this blanket over you in a dimly lit room with instrumental music playing in the background.....I felt like I was being prepared for sex

Then she starts massaging my face, neck and shoulders oh my god it was so ticklish and I had to control myself cos not only is it awkward to giggle while someone is giving you a fucking oil massage but it might obstruct her work or something so my face was like :|

After that horrific experience, she starts giving the actual facial and telling me what it was and all that jazz and asking me all these questions (assuming to get to know my skin more......I found out I have freckles which will turn into pigmentation ugh I'm old) and I know she's struggling to speak English cos I stupidly only ticked English instead of that plus Chinese and argh I didn't want to keep going "huh" so I just nodded and um-ahed a lot


Anyway, long story short: my face is tender and even more sensitive than it already was (cos duh. The gunk just got removed so obviously it'll still be recovering) but hey! IT'S SMOOTHER NOW! Albeit red, and looking spotty cos of the scars.

Ok going to resume drawing now OTL
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THIS SONG.

*rolls away to abyss of puberty*
so much memories omg I was so hormonal




I'll just shamelessly let you all know that I fantasized over my primary school crush over this song


HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ARGH omg it also didn't help that the guy looks like him, everything from the hair to the glasses.
Obviously nothing happened cos I was totally friend-zoned and I actually helped him hook up with my friend.


Oh well.
Saw him again a few years ago and he looks like a drug addict lolllllllllllllll
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Was at the Chinese Medicine Shop we always go to, when it just occured to me that I like the smell of old chinese medicine shops.

So here's a compilation of my favourite scents (because I have nothing to do/blog about):


  1. Old Chinese Medicine Shops
  2. Dettol
  3. This (discontinued, unfortunately) Polo Sport cologne my Dad treasures now (..cos it's discontinued) 
  4. Christian Dior's J'adore 
  5. whatever British India sprays in their shop
  6. The scent of anything new
Right so I can't think of any more right now, cos my brain doesn't keep a mental checklist of My Favourite Scents, it just comes 
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and babyyyy everytime you touch me, I become a hero~~~~
I felt like blogging today, eventhough I have nothing to say except omg I don't know how to go on with figure drawing I'm consumed by stress cos I have accomplished nothing.

Anyway, let's talk about forearms and the sex appeal in elbow length folded up sleeves

 
This gif correctly exemplifies me when my eyes spot good-looking forearms

Argh it's so nice. 

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October is a roller coaster of emotions

I find myself reeling between the-world-is-fabulous *throws daisies in air* and omg-I-hate-you OTL
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY maybe it's PMS


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You know the ironic thing about being sarcastic? People think that "being mean" and "being sarcastic" are inextricably related.


Oh look it's another rant!
YES. IT IS ANOTHER RANT. BECAUSE I HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO RANT ABOUT IN LIFE BECAUSE SOMETIMES SOME OF YOUR FRIENDS CAN BE TOTAL BITCH-ASSES WHO NEED TO BE PUT IN THEIR PLACE.

People think I'm a bitch. IT'S THAT SIMPLE. I don't even need to elaborate it.
Look. I'm convey my opinions sarcastically. That doesn't mean that I'm OK with being a bitchy mean ass-hole to the same people I spend my days with.

But some people just don't seem to understand that. I'd like them to say one time I actually say something really mean up to the person's face.
I don't.
Not to their faces.
Because I know I will regret it.

I don't go around telling people (and at the same time, making them feel small) their flaws like as if I'm a perfect majestic unicorn riding on the rainbows of truth -_-

And even if I say something that can be perceived as mean to someone's face, I'M NORMALLY JOKING. AND IT WILL BE APPARENT.

Whenever my friends patronise me, or say something mean about me..I have that urge to throw everything I can see at them. But that wouldn't be rational, nor will that be advantageous to me because quite normally, the person who spews out mean things will have equally as mean people backing them up.

So it's safe to say that it wouldn't exactly be very beneficial on my part to be an irrational emotionless little bitch who needs a swift kick across the face.



Ironically, I still want to be friends. Because on a good day, these people are nice. But when they're in a bad mood then they suddenly change their whole demeanour and drags the whole world down into their pit of misery.

AND IT'S NOT LIKE I WAS IN A BAD MOOD OR ANYTHING. In face, my spirits have been high for two weeks.

Guess the two weeks end here.

(oh, and if you're asking yourself right now if it's you. It's you.)


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I dreamt that we lived in a pre-apocalyptic world just before mass destruction. I can't remember the details but I do remember that there were 2 phases of destruction (until I woke up).

PHASE ONE: "Black"
Apparently everything went black and that was it. It's sort of like some lengthy warning that something bad was about to happen, I suppose 

PHASE TWO: "White"
I know, so original right lol anyway, this was when the destruction will begin; where everything will be wiped out one by one until the world became this huge, blank (white) "canvas". 

In between "black" and "white", I was in (grey HAHAHAHAHAHAH) a petrol station mart which somehow became a mini grocery store (no, not a convenience store.) and there were huge sales for people trying to stock up in preparation for "white" 

Apparently my Mom knows one of the workers who asked my Mom "how she's getting by" or something along the lines of that and my Mom mumbled (I can't remember) 

Apparently the government was squandering TM employee's bank accounts to save the country or something and my Mom mentioned something like OCC, which I made a mental (dream) note in my head to google about. See. Even in my dreams I think of Googling the unknown (glaring at you people who hardly Google) 
I also lost my phone and wallet, which funnily enough my parents were not distressed over. Maybe cos we were gonna die anyway, so it hardly matters if someone uses the money in my bank account LOL
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I'm blogging again now, so I'll feel better about abandoning it for extended periods of time.

Truth is, I have nothing to blog about cos the only people who read my blog, are also the people whom I share my moments with on Whatsapp/real life anyway so there really is no point of repeating the same thing here


MY LIFE IS SO UN-INTERESTING.
I wish I could blog about something exciting, like hey I just went on a spontaneous helicopter ride and it was so fun! 
Or
So I was at this (totally hipster) old bookshop yesterday while waiting for my mom (whine whine) and this totally cute guy approached me and we lived happily ever after.

Right.
We know those things aren't ever happening because a) I do not, or hardly anyway, do anything spontaneous because I am not very fond of unexpected trips anywhere I can't walk to; and b) old bookshops in KL are inhabited by old ladies, hence, the chance of any male form (of the young variety) being present is as slim as my wallet


Can something positive and happy happen in my life already OTL or am I just not prepared for complete bliss just yet
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Watched Maze Runner with the bananas today oh my god bloody fucking plot twists and stupid amazing camera angles and good cast and shit and oh my God.

*turns left*


*turns right*


*runs into junctions and BOOOOM ITS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU*


this movie is so suspenseful (cos I have no idea what's gonna happen, as I didn't read the synopsis prior watching - very unlike my nature) my shit is gonna happen radar was buzzing the entire time COS SHIT KEPT HAPPENING. And when it didn't, I let my guard down until some shit happened and the only thing I could say was fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck until it ended.

and the worst part is that there's a flipping sequel cos it's a flipping series. DAMMIT.

I rate it 7/10 because it was good (not so much for my heart), but it didn't totally take over my brain until the only thing I can think of is that movie....and it doesn't help that it resembles Hunger Games and Divergent lol

Hopefully Hollywood comes out with something original that isn't based on something that is already written and published soon lol cos it seems like the 21st century is just gonna be a whole lot of books being made into movies.
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disclaimer: sorrysujeansorrysujeansorrysujeanplsdontabandonmeHAHAHAHHAsorrysorrysorry

Verinia brought me and her sister to The Soda Factory today for some dessert P: thanks jie :3
THE PLACE WAS SO CUTE AND PRETTY but there were other customers there and I'm too awkward to take photos you can visit them if you wanna see more



except for their cakes (RM13 a slice........................) the prices were pretty good I guess, can't say much since I didn't try everything

The Pink Poodle float - hibiscus soda (?!) and vanilla ice cream
my hibiscus soda tasted like curly fries I kid you not
Verinia says my taste buds are having problems, so maybe it's just me cos they really tasted like curly fries to me

Plane Jane waffles
 Verinia's sister had this; can't attest to its tastiness cos I didn't try it haha she was too hungry I felt bad

Banana Split
 They should really consider serving the banana split in a bowl cos Verinia kept complaining LOL her bananas kept falling off the cup ;)
The ice cream tastes good, and I like how it's not frozen lol like how some ice cream is quite frozen so it becomes hard; this ice cream had a stickier consistency idk how to explain it just felt nicer against my spoon ;)

Cookie Monster Sundae
This shit is gooooood. Underneath the chocolate ice cream it's chocolate sauce with oreo cookies omg it's really good. I thought this would be disgusting cos there's so much cream and chocolate but it's actually quite balanced

Unfortunately we sat directly where the air conditioner was hitting so we were cold inside out >__>

Would like to visit again and splurge on the lemon cake cos IT'S SO PRETTY. The icing was drizzled on and it looks like those story book cakes where the icing doesn't cover the entire cake nfjsnciwnf it's so pretty but I didn't order it cos
a) I already had lunch, and
b) it's 13 bucks

I don't know about you but 13 bucks for a slice of cake is a little unreasonable T__T

My wallet is skinny now lol time to diet



Ending this post with a pic of Ee Ee HAHAH


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Disclaimer: this post wasn't written purely to irritate people, or judge people out loud; I'm just bored. 

Friend: You inconsiderate fool; break me once, shame on you. Break me twice, shame on me.
Me:


Friend: *posts photo of self-mutilation/crying while smiling*
             caption: it hurts that you don't care enough, that you don't know how much I love you..
Me:


I'm probably portraying myself in a really negative light right now lol 

But I get really unamused when people whine a lot about small things lol first day alive meh why are you so shocked that these things will happen. 
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if I ever told you "sem break la" when you invite me to go somewhere, because the only thing on my mind right now that it's sem break is sleep.

And watching The Return of Superman.

I'm just so lazy and tired all the time haha activities appeal to me for like 10 minutes and then it's gone I want to sleep.


I understand that it's about time I go for undang but.... it's so awkward to ask my Dad to bring me there (or anywhere for that matter) and my Mom refuses to call for me and I'm really really awkward on the phone cos of the whole language barrier thing. Unless they speak Eengerish which is quite rare OTL

I'm a pathetic excuse of a human being lol.

I'm a homebody, and if you wanna be my friend you just gotta accept the fact that I choose chips over spending time with you


but let me love you in the comfort of my sofa <3 p="">
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When parents ask you what you want, and then they order you to go to some place they want to go to anyway lol but whatever at least it didn't suck this time haha

We went to Absolute Thai at Gardens today for my brother's birthday---


Argh Blogger won't let me rotate this -_- but whatever you get the gist

After much debating, parents finally ordered the food haha
I probably shouldn't talk so much now.

excuse the blur photo lol I'm not an aspiring photographer

green curry - the bomb dot com omg

I forgot what this is called but it's hot and deep fried and probably not worth the money
considering it is after all, just meat and vegetables encased in deep fried shells of dough lol. 

In all seriousness that green curry was good.
Why people like me shouldn't eat spicy food in public :

My nose runs. And it won't stop and I just want to enjoy my food but how to enjoy when my tongue is burning and my eyes are watering and now my nose is running and I'm irrationally self-conscious enough to think that the people on the table next to ours is staring at my nose while I struggle to ingest beautifully cooked curry?!?!

Me trying to be artistic Attempt #1

Me trying to be artistic Attempt #2

"Red Ruby Water chestnuts in Coconut Milk"
I like the crunchiness of the suspicious red water chestnuts, quite refreshing after all the spicy food

Mango with Sticky Rice - apparently a must-try dish if you're having Thai food
I'm not a huge fan of pulut so lol but it tasted good, I suppose. I was busy thinking of my cholesterol levels LOL
I also had the chilled guava juice which was suspiciously green and thick in my opinion but hey, it tasted like guava so I suppose I shouldn't complain haha

I probably shouldn't post a picture of my parents, but whatever #yolo


MY GENES! My Mom said she looks like Lillian Too in this photo HAHAHAHAHA that's my Dad's signature photo smile it's hilarious
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