You know people,
I HAD A REALLY BAD DAY.

I just want to include that
I REALLY AM SICK OF THE ROLLER-COASTER FRIENDSHIP I HAVE.
Just when you want to warm up to someone,
THAT PERSON DROPPED A BOMB ON YOUR HEAD.
And I can tell you,
IT AIN'T FUN.


I am surrounded by people who name themselves as my "friends" yet,
I am also surrounded by unknown secrets.
I am not related to anything.
I am just this CRAZY SHADOW THAT DOESN'T KNOW WHO TO GO TO.
I AM JUST THIS PERSON WHO GIVES USELESS INFORMATION.
For just ONCE in my life,
CAN'T I JUST FEEL GOOD ABOUT LANDING ON THIS CRAZY PLACE CALLED EARTH?!
CAN'T I JUST FEEL LIKE I'M DOING SOMETHING?
CAN'T I JUST FEEL LIKE I HAVE REALLY GOOD FRIENDS.
Oh noooo,
I JUST HAVE TO FEEL LIKE I'M A PILE OF LEFTOVERS.
I JUST HAVE TO FEEL LIKE I'M A BURDEN TO EVERY SINGLE SOUL THAT KNOWS ME.
I JUST HAVE TO FEEL LIKE I DON'T HAVE ANY TRUE FRIENDS AT ALL.
This TWISTED world we live in
I JUST HAVE TO BE THE FREAKIN' OUTCAST
I JUST HAVE TO BE THE ECCENTRIC FOOL WALKING HER OWN PATH
I JUST HAVE TO BE THE PERSON WHO DOESN'T KNOW WHAT HER FRIENDS ARE HIDING BEHIND HER BACK.
I JUST HAVE TO BE THE PERSON WHO FEELS LIKE SHE'S BEING STABBED ALL AT ONCE.

I really hate this day.
I REALLY REALLY HATE THIS DAY.