2012 is ending in a few hours, and we can now say we successfully survived a year. I suppose I can say I lived.

I still don't know if going into Science stream was a good idea for me. On one hand, it's a lot of work, being in Science stream. Not that I'm saying Accounts and Economy stream isn't hard work, but for me, memorizing too many things makes my head explode.
Fourth year in SMK Seri Mutiara, certainly not one of my best, but not the worst either. It's more like a year of careful planning.

Being the head monitor in 4 Science 2 taught me many things, among them being people are really terrified by my glares HAHA at first I thought they were just humouring me. I realised that the reason why my parents are irritated by my anger is because it's intimidating LOL. Don't worry, I ain't no gangster from The Godfather or something. I can barely punch someone without hurting myself.

I can't really sum up what happened in 2012. It was a..relaxing year for me. Sure, the administrators of our school sucks, and they can't make up their mind, and they seem to think that anything related to Adobe and Photoshop is powered by Usain Bolt and expect immediate results.......and my friends really pissed me off sometimes, but then who doesn't? I get easily irritated, after all.

I know that sometimes..okay, ALL the time, I get really crabby if I think you did something stupid. I'm sorry if I've ever made you feel inferior or stupid, or if I've ever emotionally hurt you. But somewhere deep down in your emotional state, you know that I'm right.


HAHA, no la. I'm not saying I'm always right. I have my impulsive moments when I just lash out at you if I'm in a bad mood. SO A DISCLAIMER HERE FOR 2013:

Do not talk to me when I'm doing something. 

Do not do that. I do not like being disturbed by stupid questions. If you really want to know, find it out yourself. Do not ask me questions that you can very easily find the answer. Do not do that. That irritates me because soft and lazy people who refuse to get their fat ass up and do some fucking research on their own irritates me to the max. I will not hold responsibility to any damages you have after disturbing me. 

Sorry la, but you just have to know. I am a person who gets annoyed at any weaknesses. I know I'm not perfect, but idiocy really annoys me.

BE NICE TO ME, OR I'LL BLOG ABOUT YOU.

THIS IS THE SHIT RIGHT HERE. OMFG LISTEN TO THIS WHILE YOU DO YOUR HOMEWORK. IT WILL BLOW YOUR BRAIN JUICES OUT. I KID YOU NOT.

I just had the worst breakfast of the year. What a way to end 2012 -.-
I get extremely irritated when I have to wait too long for a meal, especially if I haven't ate anything in too many hours.

Not only was that place a very bad environment (grey walls, oily floors...SMALL TILES. I hate those. I hate those.) with all those rude people and too many Cina-cina people; that place has no good food -.- but we had to go there because everywhere else was closed and my parents don't want to go to anywhere else. My parents don't go to far places for food. I will, they won't :/

I ordered Pork Noodles. Oh my god. That lady was rude, and everyone else was already halfway finishing their food before she came. My parents were looking at me the whole time I was glaring at the beer signs on the wall because my patience was running thin. That lady reminded me of Duchess from Alice in Wonderland.

Alice on the left, Duchess AKA pork noodle seller on the right.

And my Dad was like, "So what's special about it?" when I took the first bite.
I was still in an incredibly bad mood, so I was like, "Especially slow."
They laughed -.-
Honestly. It was just a bowl of seaweed soup with pork balls and meehoon. It wasn't spectacular, it was just meh. I waited for fifteen minutes for a bowl of noodles of the "meh" grade. FIFTEEN MINUTES!

Fuck you, I don't like that place.

Found this on Tumblr :)

Right, DAY ONE. Your (or rather, my?) favourite picture of myself and one interesting fact for each year you've (I've) been alive.
I think this is ironic, considering how I survived the whole doom's day crap ;)

Right. I ain't posting no picture of myself. I have no favourites. I accept my face for what it is, and I know it will look the same regardless what angle I happen to be in.

So one interesting fact for each year I've been alive.

I've been alive for 16 years of my life because I am fortunate enough not to be born into a family of abusers. My parents are both normal in their own way; they do not deal drugs, they are not alcoholics.
I am fortunate enough to be born in the right time frame, when the Japanese occupation already past. I am fortunate enough not to be man handled by any guy..yet.
I am fortunate enough to have someone hold me back whenever I cross the road without looking and narrowly missed being killed in a road accident.

My time is not done yet. I have a life to lead.

Selfcontrol and learning to be more tolerant of the weaknesses and vulnerabilities of others will enhance all areas of their health.

This is for individuals born under May 9th, ahem ahem, me.

They place a high value on justice, striving for honesty and equality in all their dealings.

This is for individuals born under October 16, ahem ahem, Su Jean.


So I'm gonna be that no-nonsense mean person and Su Jean's gonna be Mother Theresa.
Watch out world, here we come. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHA

In Lana Del Rey's song, "Cola" the first lyrics was
"My pussy tastes like pepsi cola"

And the top comment was this guy who said,
"My dick tastes like mentos, let's explode."

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA GOOD ONE. GOOD ONE. GOOD ONE.

You know those photos you find on Facebook of people jumping in the air? Usually it's accompanied with fail photos but that's besides the point.

I wonder why couples don't do that while jumping. Just imagine, them kissing while jumping in the air, arms around each other protectively. It's sorta like you're so much in love you're floating in air. Not on clouds okay. That's so cliched and so 70's. You know those tacky pictures of couples on clouds in a pink-purple-blue sky background? That is just soooo 70's dude. Don't do that.

I wouldn't know though.



this is so different from her usual songs! But I kinda like it. Lana Del Rey's songs to me are like..weird and cryptic. I don't know. It's so full of sex and drugs. But I like them.
Wouldn't she make a good Bond girl? She suits. With the whole wavy hair and bee-stung lips and smouldering eyes.

If you were born or alive in the 90's and never heard of this song.. you need to recheck your life.



HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
EVERYBODY DANCE NOW! DUM, DUM, DUM DUM.

I don't know how many times I've mentioned this fabulous man. I don't care. Because, it's COLTON HAYNES.

If you're new to my total obsession over visually appealing guys, and you're all Colton Haynes? What?
Let me make you go all, Colton Haynes...I WILL SO TAP THAT, THAT BOY IS FINNEEEEE.




EMBRACE ME WITH YOUR GLORIOUS CHEEKBONES AND THAT FINE-ASS BODY OF YOURS.
If you do not have Colton Haynes already in that pervy hot guy folder you secretly have (I KNOW you do.), WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU WAITING FOR?
Though I don't know why he shaved his head. Who cares? HE'S HOT. And his cheekbones can cut glass, with pure awesomeness.
Excuse me, but I've only Googled and copy-pasted four image URLs here. There are much more to fan girl over. Because EXCUSE ME, IT'S COLTON HAYNES. One of the most hottest mofos there are out there.
His freaking jawline should be illegal.

I am totally spazzing right now.

I'm quite sure you saw this sassy ass black boy around Tumblr. You don't even have to have Tumblr to see gifs with his face. This guy is like, the black, male, even more sassy version of me. And today, I finally Googled him. Cos eventhough I saw him around, I never really bothered looking him up. Maybe I did and forgot..okay nevermind.

IT'S KINGSLEY, BITCH. And he has Youtube.



this is a particularly favourite of mine.
TAYLOR SWIFT - We are not ever getting back together.

Maybe we're not being very fair lol. I dunno. I used to like her songs, you know, back in the day when her relationship and heart wasn't all over the place.
Little did we know she's such a little player.

I TOTALLY AGREE WITH KINGSLEY. I loved Safe and Sound. FINALLY a song by this amazing singer that isn't about some "mysterious" boy she was with. Psh.

"It's almost as if she dated so many so she could have an album tracklist."

AGREED. AGREED. AGREED.

I used to think that her label is making up all these stories about her relationships and forcing her to be photographed with AND I QUOTE, 45% of young Hollywood. I honestly thought that.
Taylor is sweet and all, and her songs are cute..but honestly. She has to sit down and think about herself as an actual human being. As if the whole world doesn't know who she's dating.
Her songs are like, all cryptic and all her fans are like, OH IT'S ABOUT ______. I don't understand her fans. Honestly.



Okay, so maybe Ellen was a little bit mean. But what she did was right. Taylor Swift needs someone to tell her to just look back.
Sometimes, honestly. Taylor Swift can be a little bit ditzy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAqt-R0nJjQ&list=UU9gFih9rw0zNCK3ZtoKQQyA&index=5


THIS IS SO FUCKING ACCURATE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

I'd always knew about Jenna Marbles. I just keep forgetting to watch her videos. I like her.

Ng Su Jean:

I have 3 tortoises at home. We typically feed them about half a cup at most.
Tortoises don't die easily. We forgot to buy tortoise food once and they lived off scraps of yellow veggies. Sometimes they go 2 days without eating. And they're still alive :)
janji you feed them la. If they die, then you suck with animals cos TORTOISES DON'T DIE EASILY. Mine are like 14-16 years old. AND THEY'RE ALIVE. IT'S ME.
Okay, thank you.

I tied Mimi's chew cloth on her neck...cos it's funny. Didn't manage to take a picture of her as a nun though HAHA

Mimi is my dog's name. We personally think Mimi is a stupid and wimpy name for such a majestic dog like ours, but what can we do. Previous owner named her Mimi -.- we don't call her that though haha, we just make various noises and she responds. I can proudly say that Mimi loves me :)

I see you.

You see that pair of slippers up there? I swear that pair of shoes are like her security blanket..er slipper. She always sleeps on it, cradling it or in various unexplainable sleep arrangements? ARGH I CAN'T THINK OF ANY WORDS RIGHT NOW.


She's a rescued dog actually. Aren't we such humanitarians? Ah. I feel so good. The person who found her, Jessica didn't want another dog cos she was still getting over her old one. Apparently, she was found next to a pet store, in the gutter. Jessica is a volunteer at MDDB (Malaysian Dogs Deserve Better...lame-ass name I know, but it's for a good cause, so I'm shutting up.) and their vet said she had a skin allergy. So the pet store probably just put her there to die.
People nowadays, honestly.
So the vet doctored her to good health and she was put up for adoption! She's a darling.
Except she likes to chew on stuff. But she's teething now so it should be fine. She keeps jumping on the laundry though. Anything that's long will be pulled by her teeth, then she'll chew on the pegs and hanger. I rewashed my shirt three times because of her. I washed it on Sunday, and repeat process until Wednesday when it successfully dried in pure cleanliness.
She's a lively one, Mimi is. You can hold food in front of her nose, say "wait. WAAAAIIITT." and she won't eat it. She'll wait!
No, we did not bring her to some dog trainer. My brother totally trained her on his own. Partly cos he's damn stubborn and she's damn smart. But she's stubborn too >_> sometimes. It gets irritating sometimes...but y'know. Dogs will be dogs.
She's more awesome than your dog.

I have this clear folder at home. It's basically this folder with clear plastic paper protectors in them. I've been using this baby for a few years now, and I've been personalising its cover every year. So I just finished it :)

front cover

back cover

random couple.

Megan Fox - duh.

hot guy from Guess (?) ad.

a very pretty eye - Clarins ad.

School is starting for me in about two weeks.


I'm currently cheering myself up by watching school supplies hauls on Youtube and looking at all those colourful stuff they bought for school. I need to get new shoes ._. and I refuse to get new socks because I'm protesting against that stupid rule of the school. It's bad enough we have to use the ugly notebooks they make us buy, now we have to buy stupid socks with the school name.
Okay, will stop ranting before it gets out of hand. I heard the school sends out spies to spy on students to make sure we're not merosotkan-ing the school's name. Psh.
I need a new pencil case :( the current one I'm using is from Typo..and to be honest, I regret buying it. Not that it's not durable or anything, it's still in one piece and all, but the material gets dirty easily. And I'm not exactly the kind of girl that puts her stuff down properly like a proper lady. I'm the kind of girl who tosses her stuff around, especially if it's not in box form. I regularly toss my bag and books down when I come home, when I reach the canteen..anywhere, really. If you see me putting my stuff down carefully, it's either I'm alone and I want to buy time to look less awkward, or the surface is wet.

ANYWAY, I also want to find a new pen brand. The one I've used for three very loyal years, the Faber Castell CX-5 0.5mm pen. It has been so good in the past..now they start using this rubber cap on the tip to show that it's brand new and stuff...yeah not so cool. It's more wet now and I don't like that. My writing is small enough as it is, if I use pens that are too wet or thick, it'll make my writing all black and fat and ugly and eeuurgh.

I have a very OCD way of picking stuff. I am a very picky person, just ask anyone close to me. No one really knows what I want cos I have different moods and different preferences for everything.
I cannot use 0.7mm ballpoint pens cos they're too thick, and I don't like the feel of the pen on paper.

I used to use the Pilot G-1 pen and it was really awesome and all. But I'm very clumsy and my pens keep falling off the table and then BOOM. It stops working. I've tried everything, from dipping it in hot water to putting the tip near fire to running the tip on glue. Nothing worked, or it only worked 50% of the time. It got really annoying one time so I just switched to Faber Castell.
Should I switch back to the pilot pen? It's easier since it's refillable so I don't have all these empty pens to dispose of. It makes me feel guilty, the amount of pens I throw away. I have this certain consistency of pen ink I like.
Yes, I'm fussy.

Now my baby's dancing, but she's dancin' with another man..
WOW. Bruno Mars' love songs are all so good.

I just walked to the market, which is 1.2 KM AWAY (I know, I googled it.) and after buying groceries and having breakfast, my Mom wanted to go buy toto (typical Chinese behaviour) so my brother and I came home first. My brother, he's such a guy. He made me speed walk the way home. Do you know how hard that is, considering the vegetables I was carrying and the amount of hills there are on the way? Not to mention the bumpy sidewalks. I feel like puking my breakfast out now. I am so unfit.
BUT IT WAS AN ACCUMULATIVE OF 2.4 KM AT LEAST! I basically burned off 100 calories.
Yes, yes that's pathetic. 100 calories is equivalent to... 2 kiwis. HAHAHAHHAHA that's pathetic.
But it's only 11.50 am right now, THE WHOLE DAY AWAITS ME.

A lot of you might ask, why did you walk there?
Well, my dear friends. My dad's car got stolen.

I know right. He went to golf with his buddies so he parked it at some parking lot. When he came back, POOF. Gone was Papa's car. We made the whole police report shebang and stuff and the police had the gall to tell us that it's not gonna be found.
INILAH POLIS MALAYSIA. Honestly. Lazy fat asses.
Parents are taking it well though. I thought they'll be depressed or something.
I think they're excited about claiming insurance HAHA itulah orang Cina.
I have relatives that sells cars anyway, so it should be good. My Dad actually said he had some 6th sense about his car getting stolen, so he put the steering wheel lock for good measure. But you know, Malaysian robbers have nimble fingers or something. Either that or they bribed the security guard, or they tow-ed the car away.
If you wanna give me donations, I will willingly accept it hehe

this, is just beautiful.

excuse me. EXCUSE ME, DID THEY GET THE PHONES FOR FREE? Oh, my God. Yes they did.
Fuck you corporate world. There are much more needier people ahem ahem ahem preferably down at South-east Asia ahem ahem ahem. Wink wink nudge nudge.

I personally think they were both trying too hard. I dunno. It sounds kinda strained. Maybe it's their style of singing, but I like my Christmas songs sung by Michael Buble :P Cos his voice is as smooth as whipped cream...so there's pretty much no other competition. What other food could possibly be smoother than whipped cream? PSH.

Went to Midvalley today with the Mom cos CNY is next year and she's gonna be busy before that so we're starting our new clothes shopping hehe.
Right. I purposely pick black shirts so I can wear them early :3
I went to Wrangler cos there was a 70% sale :D I actually never even heard of Wrangler lol never noticed it. Sale signs, what can we do? Anyway, main point is:
I FINALLY GOT JEANS THAT ACTUALLY FIT ME!
Yes! Usually, when I buy jeans, they're too long. They fit good, but they're too long. Or its the right size, but it squeezes my butt...actually, isn't that a good thing? I heard that tight jeans flatters your butt LOL.
I just checked the label, apparently it's made of lycra, which is this stretchy material. No wonder. I'm fat /_\


I also do not know what size it is HAHA it doesn't say. Honest to God, I'm not being like those insecure aunties who go all "huh? Size? Huh?" when you ask hahahaha It was originally RM299 okay! REDUCED 60%!!! Or was it 70% lol. It's about 80-90 bucks..WHICH TO ME, IS A BARGAIN. Do you know how much jeans cost nowadays?

Also went to Forever 21 cos there's a sale also hohoho my Mom told me got sale pula. MY MOM told me FOREVER 21 has a sale. She just signed her own death wish haha.
But I'm a good daughter. I know my Mom is gonna retire soon and we're gonna be poor hehehe so I only bought a shirt and jeans. YES, ANOTHER PAIR OF JEANS. WHICH FIT PERFECT TOO! My legs are apparently 29 inches long. Is that long? No. I have very short legs. Sorry. My legs are fat too :( Sorry. But for RM49! FOURTY NINE BUCKS FOR A PAIR OF JEANS!
And a shirt that says LOVESICK backwards and...um. The right way. Whatever, its a popular shirt I believe. I'm quite sure 50% of Forever 21 shoppers have that shirt.

We went to komugi. It's this Japanese bakery I think. Service sucks, don't buy their cream puffs. Wait so long can die. I sweat like hell there okay. The servers so many, but they all move damn slow. GO BUY BEAR PAPA'S CREAM PUFFS. Bigger, cheaper, better service.

SHIT HAS HAPPENED AT HOME. Not gonna say anything here. Just sayin' :D

And I thought I'll get sick of Just The Way You Are. Pssh. This is the shit right here.

So I added a chatbox. SORRY I COULDN'T HELP IT. After reading Trisha's blog I realised how much I missed the chat box :3 DROP A COMMENT. I'm obviously THE SARCASTIC ONE heh ;D

Someone actually posted this song as One Directions' and I got so excited cos this song is so nice. Then I read the comments and turns out it isn't 1D's. Then I listened to One Direction's extremely dramatic song about the little things they love...and honestly, I prefer Varsity Fanclub's Little Things.
No, they're not the same. It's two different songs sharing the same song title.
Just that I prefer Varsity Fanclub's.
Maybe it's the beat lol

At first, when I first listened to "Love Story", I was like awwh that's a sweet song. Awwh.

Now, I feel sceptical about Taylor Swift's songs. The only recents songs I like are her contributions to The Hunger Games' soundtrack.
I wonder why she never developed any relationships with the guys she kissed in the music videos. She could be all, "that kiss..it was like, wow. I never felt like that before."

Right. You never felt like that before.
How many frogs does Taylor Swift have to kiss before she finally meets the guy she's gonna settle with? She just keeps on going and going and going. I bet some of the guys who go out with her only want the publicity and the popularity that comes with it.

You know you heard this song before. Isn't it so bloody catchy?? My Mom thinks its noisy. I'm like, IT'S A TUNE REPEATING ITSELF, WITH SOME GUY SINGING LYRICS IN A REALLY CALM WAY. How on Earth can this be noisy? HOW? God.

Today, my Physics teacher wanted to catch everyone's attention, so he blew really hard into the microphone. Here's how it works. You talk into microphone, microphone sends sound waves to speaker that amplifies those sound waves so you can hear them. SO IF HE BLEW REALLY HARD, OBVIOUSLY I GOT THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE

I was reading my notes, holding my pencil in preparation...
then SUDDENLY

You see this kind of girl all the time. They wear really oversized shirts and really short shorts. And you can see all the guys have this look on their faces while they try to get a good look at their legs.

macam old pervy uncle or something. EEEEYER HAHA

And when they look up, they look at their other guy friends and exchange this sheepish-perv-oops-look. Then they laugh like little school girls hahahahahaha this is the most hilarious thing I ever saw.
I don't feel disgusted or anything, cos 1, they're not old and 2, guys will be guys. As long as they don't rape people, I'm fine haha

There's this girl in tuition, she used to wear these ugly skirts. I think she just wore them cos they're short and she feels sexy in them. She didn't have skinny legs, but her legs were the kind that you just like to stare at, cos they're not fat either. They're like, in between toned and fat. Her thighs don't wobble, or anything.
Anyway, sitting behind me are these guys who had a crush on She Who Shall Not Be Named for privacy reasons. Anyway, she used to sit beside me so they sat behind me. I somehow always end up sitting beside hot people, so behind me will be annoying guys haha but they help us take card so I'm good.
ANYWAY, once I caught those guys leaning down, trying to get a look at her panties.

At first, I was like ARE YOU SERIOUS.
Then it got kinda funny cos she was wearing spandex shorts underneath. HAHAHAHHAHA too bad, boys. Too bad.

Once, I was walking behind her up the stairs, and the stairs were the kind at parking lots, where you walk this flight of stairs, then you walk this small piece of land then another flight of stairs? Yeah, she reached the second flight and I got a good look of her ass. THANK GOD SHE WEARS SPANDEX SHORTS. I would've boiled my eyeballs. Cos you know. I'M A GIRL. I DO NOT RELISH THE THOUGHT OF ANOTHER GIRL'S ASS.

If it's a guy...that's another story.

Ng Su Jean, I hope you're reading this. Post a blog post response if you did.

WHAT DOES YOUR BLOG NAME MEAN?? It's driving me insane. Yesterday I thought my Internet got Spanish-fied  or something. Scared the shit out of me, you know! EXPLAIN YOURSELF. If Mama died of heart attack ah, you will get NOTHING. NOTHING.



Anyway, listen to this song.


Amanda Brown should've been in the finals. How could you do this, America.